Oh! And it was repo. I think the distorted low fov visuals were really messing with me

It feels more like the opposite of a flow state. Feels like you're watching yourself from outside, and your head is stuffed full of cotton D:

Prettttyyy

Long shot, but, anyone else sometimes experience a sudden shift in consciousness during long gaming sessions at night? Typically after something flashy happens? Feels intensely dream-like, brain foggy... Really disconcerting D: I have to take a break to clear it, but the effects linger for a bit.

Hmmm... Probably... Grrwaaar! *pounce* AHMNAHMNAHMNAHM

Magically sealed muzzle! O:!!

thank youuuu <:DD <3

Gonna be experimenting a lot with the full body in this one. I want the arms to be long enough to each the ground when you're standing/hunched forward a bit, to give quadruped vibes O: but I wanna avoid t-rexxing... i think constraints with two sets of arm bones might help, maybe?

Finally got my little computer corner set up > w<!!! I'm so happy! So started blocking out a new avatar the last couple days O:! I'm kinda feeling it. Majestic divine beast vibes! Expect big teefies

I love getting tagged, is all good <3

Cuuuuuteee

Aahh, tyyy > w< it's definitely starting to stabilize now. The builders actually did a thing today! So progress!

Hi, everyone! I super appreciate everyone sending me feedback on the lopkin! <3

I still don't currently have a real place to live (sleeping on my mum's couch), but I'm hoping to have a space for myself again, maybe mid next month! I'll be able to get back to things then ^ w^ please bear with me <3

Tyyy <3 things are moving along, but the cleaner ghosted us, so I won't be able to get in there tonight :'(

I'm planning on stripping the entire thing, kitchenette, toilet, shower, and everything and getting new stuff put in. Got a cleaner coming tomorrow, then I get a bed and put it there, so at least I'll have somewhere to sleep D':

Sorry, just mostly venting out into the void

After a few sobbing fits, I've gotten stuck into it, though. All the furniture is out for the most part, half the carpet and under carpet is out... just half more to go tomorrow... I'm so scared I won't feel happy in this place even after I'm done

Thank you to everyone for the kind words about my post the other day! It means a lot.

To be honest, today was the worst day of my life. My mum convinced me to move back to nz from my place in perth, and what was waiting for me was a mold infested unit in unliveable conditions.

Thank youuu <3

Unless headpats. Those are nice always

Yeeess. Honestly I have had cuddles, at least in vrc, that I've enjoyed. But most of the time I like my space

Thank you for sharing <3! Thanks to some people, I've actually learned about some called QPR (queer platonic relationships) or platonic partners, and it honestly sounds right up my alley o:

All the commitment and sharing of life problems, without the sex and romance

Apparently, there's something called QPRs or queer platonic relationships. Honestly sounds almost exactly like what I was talking about o:

<3!!! Ty

I think maybe it has something to do with the fact that I'm aroace. I've always treated my friends very affectionately, I think maybe I desire the closeness of a relationship without the actual romantic part? The divide between them is fuzzy for me, maybe?

Can anyone relate?

Random boughts of sadness are the worst... It's especially bad when you have no idea why you're sad.

I need more close friends :(!

Thank youuuu > w< <3

New pic!

Lopkin released! You can find it over on hobbert.gumroad.com/l/nvilo <3!

Ye! Just having some long term supporters test atm, but there's not too many issues, I think~

Ah! That sounds like such a shame! The wild robot is my new favorite animated movie, it's so goooood > w<