The desire to give up
The strife of seeing it through

only half dead

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Nods/ no other choice right now.. thank you my friend, ill try to maximize my comfort as i go through this, thank you sm for cheering me up and please stay safe/take care too.. 🫂💙

Thank you kiz.. i hope that so so muchh 🫂💙

I wish i could turn small and be tucked away someplace warm and safe as i weep this all away, that i would finally be better when i wake up

Im grateful i have a place i can vent and write in, for the kindness and people that surround me– i want to believe that theres some tenderness and relief despite how overwhelmingly heavy this all makes me feel..

So i can be myself again, so i can just /be/ without strife, so no one ever has to worry for me ever again

I cant describe the levels of weakness i feel, between the physical and the mental it all makes me want to dissappear so so badly, and even then i have to always remind myself that more than anything i just want to be ok, i just want to be healthy, to not be held back by constant pain

Bedridden again...pain for days, cant be upright for long and desperately wishing i could be anywhere but the sofa or bed when i feel like this for hours on ends with just my mind to be alone with... I want to call friends to be beside me for the weekend but im so ashamed of reaching out for comfort

[ O U T L O O K ]

#furry #furryart

A page of various black-and-white drawings of Briar, a fat, butch woman with short choppy hair. In one drawing, Briar sits underneath a tree, leaves scattered at her feet. In another, she pulls at a chain with significant effort. There are also several close-ups of her face.

[ 🌻 oc ] briar on the mind

Saw a friend do this fun meme and thought to try out as well 🧎‍♂️ Any from my lil oc chart! Ask away 🤲

˗ˏ💙 ❯❯❯ What's in the Middle ? 💔ˎˊ˗

Its very reminiscent of the MOMENT energy from 5ds, together with how Stardust is yusei's light ;w; Theres so much of 5ds in 333 that is pure love lettering and aspects i personally resonated with alot as a kid...

As for shayu and his energy form!! It can only be achieved when a Guardian connects into the paracosm core (basically the heart of Ravens soul) The core is stimultaniously the most powerful yet vulnurble location and HAS to be protected. BUT— only a balanced being can carry its overwhelming energy 🧎‍♂️

In his anthro form— He even got this like...messed up, spiky whip that he uses to subdue the beasts when Raven fails to overcome them. He can manifest but not control them so its still dangerous ☝️ The paracosm even had a new vault??/arena location installed for these "training" grounds

It is not yet revealed... 👀 But they are manifestations Ego conjures up in order to make Raven face her inner turmoils head on. Kinda like a beast master!
(It takes place after Ego's transformation arc where instead of fading away, he too becomes a guardian. Self hate turning into self challange)

Mercy

The gentle comfort and reassurance this artwork carries.. I felt it, and i love it alot. Thank you sm for your art, ott 💙

a black and white painting of an anthropomorphic canine creature suspended in space surrounded by two giant hands seemingly holding them with care the creature has no face or features but a bright white aura surrounding it inspired by dan deacon's 'when i was done dying'

'better luck next time don’t worry so much'

a personal favorite from my painted cardboard collection

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amaterasu from the game okami, surrounded by flames from her holy weapon and lunging forward with a roar

old ammy doodle!

Saw a friend do this fun meme and thought to try out as well 🧎‍♂️ Any from my lil oc chart! Ask away 🤲

AND HE LOVES YOU TOOOOOO!!!!!!
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(Thats him giving u a full body scarf)

Thank you too, Pumpky 🧎‍♂️ my heart soften knowing these feelings reach and resonate like that.. I went through a great pain in my life and that inspired me to pour so much love and meaning into this world. Im so hellbent on bringing its characters into art and im so glad to have others experience it!