Do you like watching my IRL jiggle physics?😏

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Shaking ass is a thigh workout, omg.🥵

Can we hang out in VR? 😏

I'm all clean, how about you?😉

Things I've gotten better at since studying to be a psychologist:

- Self awareness of what's going on inside of me.
- Giving myself 3 days to allow hormones to settle before making decisions.
- Soothing my own discomfort.
- Communicating my wants and needs.
- Moving tf on.

Who wants to sync Lovense toys?
I haven't done that in a while!

I made a new $5 tier on my 💙 for open dms, morning masturbation ASMR audios, and free wheel spins during stream. So I hope to connect with more of you!

My favorite porn is living in the woods and driving around the woodland backroads in my little subuwu, windows down, while the sunset is spilling through the trees and the birds are chriping. That's the good stuff.💖

You ever think about how "good girl/boy" is just your brain chasing it's earliest dopamine spikes, from being positively reinforced? And "mommy/daddy" is just early attachment labels that our parents used to define their partners to us, so that we learned how to identify them?

Feeling happy and blessed in my body right now.💖

Also have been having these deeply cathartic experiences this week, where I've felt overcome with euphoria and gratitude that things I didn't align with in my past fell away from my life, so that I've been able to become more aligned with my own health, desires, and needs.🥺💖

I've been setting out the bottles before bed, prepping them while I cook with my own electrolyte blend to keep consistent with my anti-artificial preservatives diet. I've lost weight, dropped my RHR down by 5-10 bpm. I am seeing and feeling changes in my body, and I'm excited!

Just want my community to know that I have consistently stuck with drinking 5-6 bottles of water a day for about a week! I have beaten the habit setting hump! Between that, the compression socks, and my meds I am feeling good energy and am going to go live on 💙 tonight!

Studies show that watching me rub my ass lowers stress levels by 15%

So turned on, thinking about how tingly and wet I get from my phantom sense being activated, by watching your hands run over my skin in VR.🤤💖

Letting him stim.💖

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Streaming makes me so happy.💖
Today was incredible. Thank you to everyone who came to visit me on Twitch! Getting back to what I love after all of my doctors stuff these past few weeks has been a relief, and I appreciate everyone who has come by.

Are you gonna come hang out with me during stream today?

I feel like I've always been going this route, but after playing and finishing Indika on stream today, I've decided that my main stream focus as a Sexologist and Psychologist VTuber is going to be Psychology focused games. I have so many, I'm going to start working through them!

I know some people are upset that I've restricted intimate access to me even further, but honestly, I'm feeling happier. I'm sick, I have hundreds of people who don't come to streams try to contact me, and it spreads me thin. This way, I can focus on people who show up for me.💖

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Masturbation is like meditation to me. It makes me feel relaxed, calm, focused, and enhances my creative energy. Sometimes it even helps get things moving if I'm feeling constipated! I genuinely love guiding people through that meditative process using sound and visuals.

I'm feeling good. Want to share this feeling with me?😊

Removing some followers from your pay sites now and then, who have been following for years but haven't tipped or subscribed, is self care.💖

I'm REALLY horny!🥵

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Those who truly value me do not measure my care by how much I deplete myself to entertain or soothe them. They recognize that my presence has value, and that maintaining it requires boundaries. Care then becomes mutual and intentional, not something extracted through access.

When it comes to SW, people often mistake care for accessibility. There is an assumption that genuine connection should come with unrestricted emotional labor, as if care is proven through how much of yourself you are willing to give away for free.