found a new ingenious way of motivating myself to read books: play space station 14 delta V, pick archivist, sit at librarian desk and open up PDFs on my phone. its perfect, its immersive, its genius

i wish i could finish books faster. it took me like several months to finish an under-100 page philosophy book and far more to finish this new one. theres so many PDFs on my desktop that i want to get to but im just too slow. it sucks

i wish there was a version of RPG maker with both the graphical style and resolution of 2003 and the plugin varety/freedom of MV/MZ. as efficient as MV is, it just doesnt have the vibes. games made in MV look like the final fantasy mobile ports. its ugly

does anyone ever get the feeling that they have to get out of... reality? you feel like youre in a box and youre clawing at the walls but you cant get out, and you don't even know if there's anything that exists outside of it. you have to escape, but theres nothing to escape to. its horrifying

someone should invent CRPG maker

last discopilled post from me i think, back to lurking now probably

esoteric ebb fucks so hard i absolutely love the way they combined traditional D&D turn-based combat with discolike narrative dialogue options. this is what iterating on a genre feels like

i mostly feel bad for the developers because what they actually have made is something relatively decent (like a 6.5/10 decent,) its sad because despite its horrible history zaum is still *slightly* less putrid of a place to work in than most other studios so i understand why some didnt leave

kinda funny how the zero parades for dead spies demo dropped via an esoteric broadcast just a few days ago and ive seen no one talk about it, really goes to show just how little reverence zaum has as a studio now

lisa the timeless was really good from what i played, though I never finished it. i'd call it a more lighthearted version of what lisa the pointless was going for

the solution is clear actually. we all stop buying anything and start an underground society of mole people and Steal artifacts from the aboveground

i think talking about identity and waging the international proletarian revolution can be done at the same time i think

getting caught by the anarchist police and getting tried by the anarchist judge and getting thrown into the anarchist prison

These UIs should be the standard for CRPGs. Games can't be immersive if you have too many mechanics because you're just thinking of the mechanics. Emphasis on immersion only works in simpler games like Half Life. Games should own the fact it's a simulation and emphasize themselves as COMPUTER games.

put it into a word scrambler because i'm a cheating bastard, it's probably "manufacture"

maybe im just nmad becuase im hungry

i just sort of assume every US president is evil except like lincoln

my rich fuck persuasion/seduction build Bill Joden is in for a wild ride thats for sure

vampire the masquerade bloodlines is really damn good from what ive played, i love how the vampires sort of have this "yeah this is all really fucked up but you know were in this together" mentality. kinda falls into RPG unforgivingness at times though

im going to die they gave me the evil disease in my teeth and its gonna seep through my body and im going to become evil and start watching creetosis

i love it when my teeth ache for no fucking reason

metal gear solid 2 will probably be my favourite game ever when i play it

i hate stories where magic is genetic so much. like imagine being born in the avatar the last airbender universe and your a nonbender. like youre just fucked. same being an earth pony in MLP youve got muscles n thats it. youre thrown into boxes and if you dont like it Too Bad its how it Works Here

deus ex fans are morons

why cant i be a person completely 100% devoid of any contradiction whatsoever

part of me really wants to get straight back into slay the princess because i feel a tad dissatisfied that it all ended so quickly and theres alot that flew over my head especially at the end, but also i dont want to see everything i like the fact that ive only seen the little bit that i have

i mentioned my ocd rumination spiral in a server and now 30 minutes later theyre talking about the link between the concept of morality and human nature

just realized i'm a neet. is it over for me

who ever decided that a social democrat and democratic socialist should be two different things should be shot without trial