Do I look hensom?? 🥺

Happy borth first and foremost!

As per what people do, it usually depends on the streamer. A good chunk of vtubers have a zatsu session and then they do whatever, mostly things that they enjoy but don't usually stream for various reasons; so if you want to play val go ahead! ^^

Don't get me wrong, I still suck ass, but at least it feels like whatever I'm doing is not in vain. I bought a premium membership to store my latest vods directly on Picarto and after just one hour the recording has 10 views, from 10 unique viewers. It takes so little to find happiness nowdays. 😌

Three months ago I was so saddened by finding out that youtube wasn't showing my videos to anyone that I stopped streaming altogether.This week I went back to stream on Picarto and there were 4 people that lurked at different points in time.I'm overwhelmed by joy in knowing that my efforts are seen.

Photo of a screen tablet with paint tool sai 2 (an art program) open and a decently polished sketch of the original poster's persona on it, posed as if they were being kinda squished to fit into frame

Everyone in the teams meeting having their camera shut off so they can do whatever they want while they listen to the lesson, meanwhile me on camera:

Seriously,,, who hired this guy???? 😭

OH, I'M SORRY,, LET ME HUMBLE BRAG OF THAT ONE TIME PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS A GENIOUS AND WOULDN'T THINK LESS OF ME EVEN THO I KEPT BEING A DUMB FUCKING BITCH,,,, LIKE?????

tell the guy that it's an uncomfortable topic and we don't really want to share our personal experiences,,, and he just fucking went "well, it doesn't have to be unplesant..."

The guy was talking about miscomminucation and how it's hard to fix if people get fixated on their own percived first impression and asked if anyone had any examples, and after he wondered aloud if we were still there after a few seconds of silence I just had to unmute and

Y'all,,, I'm in a work mandated teams meeting and I can't belive the way we're handling discrimination... 🧵

Ok, nevermind, she's safe.

I'm still killing the mole once it gets out of the hole tho.

Update: I'm also gonna kill a certain two toned bitch.

Currently catching up on Maebashi witches, I'm on episode seven.

No spoilers, but I'm gonna kill a mole.

Don't worry, I just wanted to help out a little bit since I could. Good luck with everything man 🍀

Do you have a ko-fi by chance?

Condolences, I hope you'll find the time to grieve once you're out of whatever emergency you're facing 🥲

Weekly scheadule of the vtuber pastelhell, there are only two streams planned for the week, an art stream at 3 pm gmt+0 on tuesday 26 and an animal crossing stream at 1 pm gtm+0 on wednesday 27. The month and year is August 2025.

I'm getting in the bad habit of posting my scheadule later and later, but you know what good habit I'm keeping up? Streaming every tuesday and wednesday! ^^

Also I just realized that I keep forgetting to update my scheadule over here lmaooo

maybe I should just make a link to the free chat on yt...

[ACNH] Can we PLEASE decor one of the buildings now? Pleeeeeeeaaaaase?? YouTube video by PastelHell 🖼️💕

Does anyone wanna come see me trying to not suck ass at decorating in the animal crossing dlc? Last time I did a great job and a barely passable one lol

www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5uK...

I want to seek the warmth, not avoid it! 😭

"SoRrY fOr ThE sElF pRoMo"

Pro tip: If you don't want to be blocked, don't come into the art stream of a poor soul that has not even 5 followers and do shit like this. (I *WILL* be writing a short script for this once I calmed down)

Unfortunately I wasn't well enough to string along more than a single coherent sentence every 30 minutes but it was fun none the less! See y'all tomorrow to hopefully finish the sketch of this monster! ^^

[ Art Stream ] PNGTuber model art part one! YouTube video by PastelHell 🖼️💕

I'm hours late but in my defense I was unwell!! Now let's speed run the majority of this!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoDw...

These are still open btw... I swear I draw well 🥺 (I could also use 10 bucks since my food budget is like 20 until the 10th)

Weekly stream scheadule. The scheaduled streams are two art streams on the 29th and 30th of july, both at 1 pm gtm+0 and wavetale on friday 1st of august at 7 am gtm+0

Coming back to streaming after a couple of weeks! I have so many news!! h̷a̷l̷f̷ ̷o̷f̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷m̷ ̷b̷a̷d̷ ̷b̷u̷t̷ ̷s̷t̷i̷l̷l̷

Tomorrow I will start working on the model art for my official PNGTuber model! Will you stop by? 🥺

Y'all I missed out on Uki's bday merch by a few hours because I lost track of time I'm going to fucking kill myself

It makes you sleepy if you have untreated ADHD 🤷

Yoo,, my father said that wasabi would be great with some toasted bread and garlic;; somebody call a good a cook to check if he's right because I'm too scared for my life to try it 🤣🤣😭

【#Doppio3D】DOPPIO'S DDDIZZARRE ADVENTURE //ドッピオの奇妙な3D冒険【NIJISANJI EN | Doppio Dropscythe】 YouTube video by Doppio Dropscythe【NIJISANJI EN】

I keep getting bad news but guess who's kamioshi is getting their 3D debut in less than 3 hours and WILL not let their afternoon be ruined?? That's right, it's me 😎

You come look at Pio's 3d debut too, ok? 🥺🥺
www.youtube.com/live/NNK7IP7...