Dunno why I still have this app ๐๐๐
Posts by Jay Jeandell
I long for a love that just doesn't exist
Still
Really don't think I can take it much longer
Just another Christmas alone that I was hoping I wouldn't be around for......
No...I am not all right
STILL
Truly, honestly need something good to happen that isn't followed by something negative........and soon.....
You don't know how truly alone you are until you watch every one else be happy
Thought maybe, just maybe a miracle would happen, nah.....but this is why I have lost all hope
Kinda glad I didn't bother...if they cared they would have at least asked why......
Just needed one simple thing...of course I can't have it ๐
Nobody knows I'm barely holding it together ๐
It's hard holding it together when you pass on something that would have been perfect...but you didn't feel you could sustain it
Ever decide to pass on the perfect person? Yeah.....
Trying to figure out which is more depressing: trying and failing or just giving up all together ๐
Struggling with the fact that I passed on pure joy ๐คI wish I could stop thinking about her...
Wish I could tell them it's not like I don't want to be your friend. I just don't want to watch ๐
I feel so wrong about having 3 thirty something women trying to flirt with me ๐ซค
I hate that I can be so enamored and attracted to someone who will never feel the same about me
She doesn't know how badly I would've liked to ๐
Sometimes I question the point of being called a "great guy" when I don't have a "great woman" by my side ๐ซค
I'm regretting not asking ๐
Why does making a connection have to be so hard? ๐
Done done done done done done done done done done done done done done done done done done
They say never regret.....but I can't stop regretting at least trying
Why post anything anywhere no one's paying attention anyway