we cuddle, we kiss, we have sex, we say I love you to each other everyday… I feel like he has me on a leash. why do you act like you love me but won’t get back together with me. why am I still not good enough
I’ve been home alone most days and it makes me feel so lonely. I overthink so much and make myself sad
I have all this restless energy and I don’t know what to do with it besides chain smoking cigarettes and craving food but every time I eat, I feel guilty.
like I’m literally eating nothing except for chobani yogurt and coffee, why am i bloated.
i hate being bloated it makes me want to tear my skin with my nails
i know i look super young i promise I’m 24 but at least i’ll still look young when I’m 30
me in pigtails
I could sleep forever and still feel tired
love it!! ✨
wow thank you for asking >_^ I’m going back to the employment agency today, yell at Walgreens for not having my medicine ready (they never do 😑), and then play animal crossing when I get home. I want to go shopping for a scale but I’m afraid I will become obsessed with it so maybe that’s a bad idea
1 year 6 months sober tomorrow
I’ve also been off of my venlafaxine for over a month now and apparently venlafaxine is infamous for its brutal withdrawals which I did not know. so I’ve been having random crying spells and crazy vivid dreams while sweating in my sleep. how long does this fucking last for
me except with a Nintendo switch for animal crossing instead of an Xbox controller
I’ve been eating so much the past couple days, I think it’s the helplessness where I can’t do anything about the processing of my background check. All I can do is wait. I want this assembly job so bad but I have a suspicious record 😐
omg yes like pls I don’t want to go to jail for complimenting you
why does the cheese look like it comes in the same container as nicotine pouches
need a cig and to cry in the shower
don’t they come in a big ass box how did u do that?? tell me ur secret
i wish to sleep for a week someone feed me snacks so i dont have to get up
do you ever feel like your favorite person is purposely avoiding you even though realistically you KNOW they’re just very busy, but you still try to find reasons why they hate you now 🙃
EIGHT HOURS??
I wouldn’t know how to even keep up with so many socials omg 🙃
OMFG THIS IS TOO CUTE
Me taking off my undies like it’s going to make a difference because I’m delusional 😉
Me looking at thinspo on Pinterest 😐
I poured out 4 of my boyfriend’s beers that were in the fridge because I was feeling emotional and triggered by the alcohol and my kinda-boyfriend thought it was a personal attack on him. No I’m not trying to be vindictive I’m trying to protect my sobriety.
ME. I will even take cute half-naked selfies but I don’t even send them to anyone 😐