Me too

Ordinary World (LYRICS) by Duran Duran ♪ YouTube video by Maverick51

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What is happening to me?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is my friend when I need you most? (Gone away)
But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Sunday. The day of rest. The best day of the week 💙

Monday morning to Saturday morning I work ~ Sundays are for me 💜

Forget me not

I find it hard to believe just a year ago I was in these very moshpits.
I cant imagine that now.....

Todays first garden.Half through.I enjoy my job,it brings me much peace & it pays the bills(just about)Im proud to have built up my own business & enjoy helping people who can no longer tend their own gardens.
Ive had many differnt career paths but working outside alone is best

Lamb of God - Walk with Me In Hell (Official Video) YouTube video by lambofgodVEVO

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This is a song from my past. It talks about walking in your own personal hell on earth.A somg about sadness & despair.Its important to remember our pasts to see how far we have come 💙🤍

I made smoked salmon with avacado,spinach & rocket & jacket potato this evening

This mornings garden. A regular customer for around 3 years. Working on the smaller front garden today planting flowers, cutting grass, weeding...now rained off

I stand with Pope Leo and for peace among all 🕊️🕊️

The sun setting on a churchyard in Sussex yesterday

Evensong at the beautiful Rochester cathedral. My Saturday routine since some time. A peaceful end to the working week 🤍

Sometimes I feel so sad....
Sometimes.....

If every day were a sensation then Friday would be a confusion, colourless & scentless, without sound nor touch. Deeper than dark, whiter than light. Unexplainably forlorn. A nothingness. Im lost to it. Why? No reason, other than its today....the here. And the now...
TJ - 10/04/2026

Everyone has their own beliefs & is free to do so 🙂. As long as people respect each other, respect other peoples beliefs & behave accordingly then everything is good & we have peace among us as a spieces. I wish you well too. Have a good day

One of todays gardens.I have a cyst in my eye from a palm tree injury 4 weeks ago,pain in my left knee & constant back pain.Yesterday I broke my car mirror & had to buy another & diesel is up to £2.00 a litre on my island. BUT,none of this matters in the big scheme of things.💙🕊️

I carry on. Through the never ending corridors of life. Trying to find the exit, the ever elusive right way. Forever lost in a sadness so deep that even colours could not describe it.....Book of random thoughts - T.J. - Thursday 9th April 2026 22.19pm 🖤💙🤍

Another beautiful spring day.
May peace be with everyone & the hope that the season of spring brings with it 🕊️🕊️

I dont even know what that means. I had to google it. am english and I will use any colour heart that I wish to use express my emotions. Blue is an emotion. I am not political. Do not tell me which colour hearts I can use or make everything about politics.

Spring in England.
The most pleasant time of year 💙

Today working on 4 of my many beautiful regular garden jobs.The money might not be the best & the work is hard but the reward is priceless & to be priveledged to work outside all year round in amazing gardens that people cant attend to themselves is rewarding.Plus the bonus of being my own boss. 🌹🌸🌺

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My heart has changed from black to blue
The transition has begun
Within it hums a sad soul true
In the passion of a dying sun
But still it defiantly faintly beats
To the rythm of a muted drum.....

TJ - Reflections of Lent-reflections of life.(Still trying hard to make life ok)

Easter blessings.
Have a peaceful day 🙏

My whatsapp, messenger & imessages will however still be open 🙂

Tommorrow is ash wednesday, the beginning of lent. As well as fasting, skipping lunch & refraining from treats & alcohol I shall be giving up all social media for 40 days so this is my last post until the end of lent.
Peace be with you & see you on the other side! 🤍🤍🕊️🕊️❤️

Even in the darkness there is light...
Goodnight 🖤