I might have impulse bought a new..."toy" and might have been a little erm...ambitious.

I've been on a dating app twice for less than a day both times.
First time, someone immediately somehow found my social media, commented on every post misgendering me and demanding that I be their wife🤢
Second time, I told someone I was a trans man and he said "oh, no problem, I love trap porn!"
WTF

Horny for Columbo I want that man to hold me down

Oh and then there's the wings design issue hmm

I'm thinking a canyon bat for fursona but they're known for being small and I'm not tall but I'm also not that small a guy so hm 🤔 I guess it doesn't matter much, fursonas are supposed to be for your enjoyment and no one else's, so I guess I dont need to be taking it that seriously anyway.

NSFW
Might delete later, but god, I wish I could figure out my fursona so I can draw myself getting fucked six ways to Sunday by other anthros.
Closest I've gotten is thinking maybe a bat???
#nsfw #anthro #nsfwanthro #furryart #gay #furry #gayfurry

I hope my future partner likes body hair, because boy howdy I have a lot of it, and I am not a fan of it on me🫠
Also happy almost-one year on testosterone to me✨
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#transman #transgenderman

Do you ever get curious about how other people would draw you?
I'm just...so curious how other people see me.
One day I'd like to commission a bunch of different artists of a wide range of different art styles, and levels of skill, I think it would be fun

Special-interest-ed so hard that my theme for the whole term of a college writing class is Five Nights at Freddy's

To the random transperson who found out I was trans and started talking about my afab body parts or what they assumed I had...just because you're not cis doesn't give you any more right to start talking about me like that or asking invasive questions about what's under my clothes...💔🤢

"You're on the Island of Conclusions. Make yourself at home. You're apt to be here for some time."

"But how did we get here?" asked Milo, who was still a bit puzzled by being there at all.

"You jumped, of course," explained Canby. "That's the way most everyone gets here."

The Phantom Tollbooth

It's exasperating, because they refuse to communicate, they state things like a child clutching a toy screaming THIS IS MINE, THESE ARE MY RULES, and it's just easier to let it be than try to talk because honestly an actual child would probably be easier to talk to than them.

Ah yes, gender transition goals
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#ftm #transguy #transman #transgenderman #transgendermale

Remembering that time when I was in a college dorm and I shared a wall with someone who played the ukulele a lot.
I'd be having a breakdown and sobbing and just hear a ukulele and I'd laugh and feel better.
I never met them, but thank you random ukulele person.

Her name is Smush Smush 🫶✨

It's not worth much, not that I was planning on selling it anyway, it's just crazy that I'm holding a book that's over 100 years old

A picture of an old book with frayed edges. The cover has gold embossed flowers, and pressed designs into the cloth. The book is Lady of the Lake by Sir Walter Scott

I just did some research on this book I was given a few years ago, and it turns out (supposedly, I could be wrong) this version was made from 1895-1910
That means that this book is over 100 years old 😵‍💫

There's too many things I want to do/try.
I want to make art and run a small shop with prints, standees, stickers, shirts, and have a booth at an artist alley, I want to make graphic novels and webcomics, I want to make Let's Plays, I want to crochet plushies, and be an author, a voice actor, and-

I just realized that my cat is about five years and one month old right now, and now I'm sad, time is moving far too quickly

Why's it so hard for me to find other trans men who are adults.

Me: I'll have a chance to meet people!
Me again: What if you just sit there on your phone, or just stare at the table?
Also me: What if the people there decide to beat me up.

So I have a dilemma. I can't get a license so I have to carpool to get anywhere. Which makes dating and socializing difficult.
I have an opportunity to be alone at a (non-alcoholic) bar to 'meet people' but the thought of being in a place I don't know with no one to be with me freaks me out.

Photo of a hand gripping the wooden armrest of a chair, veins visible on the back of the hand, and a wood stove fireplace in the background.

Fun thing about taking testosterone are the hand veins✨
I always find them fascinating lol
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#transguy #trans #transman

A photo of a bookcase filled with books and DVDs. The DVDs include: Season one of BBC Sherlock, Season One and Two of ABC's Castle, Guardians of the Galaxy, several Spider-Man movies, Despicable Me, the Bee Movie, Megamind, Lego Batman, The Dark Knight, Enchanted, Atlantis, Detective Pikachu, The Super Mario Bros Super Show, How to Train Your Dragon, Over the Hedge, The Emperor's New Groove, Seasons One through Eight of Supernatural, Venom, The Hulk, Thor, The Avengers, The Avengers Age of Ultron, Freaky Friday, My Big Fat Greek Wedding, School of Rock, Nacho Libre, The Mask, Fun with Dick and Jane, the Truman show, Season One of Animaniacs, Season One of the Animaniacs reboot, Encanto, Voltron Season 1 & 2, Happy Gilmore, The Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, Five Nights at Freddy's. Books Include: Pokémon Essential Handbook, several sketchbooks, The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight, Autoboyography, Roomies, Beautiful Bastard, Beautiful Secret, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, The Hero's Guide to Saving Your Kingdom, The Hero's Guide to Being an Outlaw, Cirque Du Freak 2, 3, and 4, Warrior Cats 1 through 4, The Phantom Tollbooth, The Frog Princess, A Question of Magic, The Wide Awake Princess, How to Train Your Dragon 1,3,6,7&9, Tales from the House of Bunnicula 1&2, A-Z Mysteries A, H, & Z, Magic Treehouse, The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, Light in the Attic, Beating Heart Baby, Fire, The Golden Compass, the Subtle Knife, The Amber Spyglass, Drama, As Far as You'll Take Me

Photo of a Bookcase, filled with books and manga including: Lore Olympus 1 through 6, Magical Boy 1 & 2, Heartstopper 1 through 4, The Heartstopper Yearbook, Five Nights at Freddy's the Ultimate Guide, Graphic Novels of: The Silver Eyes, The Twisted Ones, The Fourth Closet, and Fazbear Frights 1 through 5, Fazbear Frights Novels 1 through 11, Tales from the Pizzaplex 1 through 8, Five Nights at Freddy's the Official Movie Novel, Return to the Pit, The Titans Bride 1 & 2, The Supernatural Book of Monsters Spirits Demons and Ghouls, Supernatural Nevermore, Supernatural Witch's Canyon, Supernatural War of the Sons, Morpho Hands and Feet, Morpho Fat and Skin Folds, Letters for Lucardo, Fortunate Beasts, Monster and the Beast 1,2,&3, Cherry Magic 1 through 6, The Vampire and His Pleasant Companions 1,2,3,4,5, Finder 1&2, Black or White 1&2, Crimson Spell 1,2,3,4,5&6, Candy Color Paradox 1, Dick Fight Island 1&2, Don't Be Cruel 1&2, Old-Fashioned Cupcake with Cappuccino, Ten Count 6, Therapy Game 1, Therapy Game Restart 1, The World's Greatest First Love 1,2,3,4,&16, Yarichin Bitch Club 1,2,3, Cutie and the Beast 1&2, Thigh High 1, My Pathetic Vampire Life 1, Wild Boyfriend, The Other Worlds Books Depend on the Bean Counter 1,2,3, Sasaki and Miyano 1&2, Mainly Appetites 1,2,3, On or Off 1,2,3,4, Millennium Snow 1&2, Black Butler 2, Assassination Classroom 1, My Hero Academia 1,2,3,4,5, Nick and Charlie, Jay's Gay Agenda, Fangirl, Carry On, Wayward Son, Any Way the Wind Blows, The Mysterious Benedict Society 1,2,3, Café Con Lychee, What If It's Us, Tell Me It's Real, The Graveyard Book, The Way of the Househusband 1&2, Snow Falling, Yes No or Maybe, You've Reached Sam, Antisocial, Cemetery Boys, As Old As Time, Dracula, Frankenstein, Beasts and Beauty, Heat Wave Naked Heat, Vampires, Aszabla Books, Hankcon Books, My Monster Boyfriend, Sordid Past, Sex Machine, My Brothers Husband, Bone 1&8, Calvin and Hobbes, Garfield, Foxtrot, The Man Who Doesn't Take Off His Clothes 1.

I never know what to say about myself, so here's my bookshelf/bookshelves and you can judge me from that I guess 😂
Almost complete list of books in the Alt text, and you're also free to ask me about any of them!
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#books #bookish #reader #tbr #manga #bookshelf #bookcase #yaoi

I love it when my cat is all cuddled up and her purring fades away into tiny snrk noises and little snores

Thank you so much, and I wish the same for you and your son 😁🫶🍀✨