chronic suicidality is a bitch

struggling to find reasons to create #mixedmedia #watercolor #rainbow #jellyfish #drawing

an OLD mixed media, I have no inspiration when I'm stressed.

The feast from the inside, he's grown plump with juicy flesh
His stinging tail latched to the heart, a meal he likes the best.

#gore #organart #parasite #mixedmedia #heart

Gave myself 1 hour to capture the subject; how'd I do?
#sketch #drawing #figuredrawing #graphitedrawing #selftaughtartist

Never. Stop. Fighting.

Some pieces are finished when the relationship is.

#portraitdrawing #mixedmedia #queerrelationships #traditionalart #graphitedrawing

Put it on the page and leave it behind.
#sketch #inkdrawing #abstractart #anxiety #selftaughtartist

#sketch #selfportrait #ballpointpendrawing #inkdrawing #selftaughtartist

So beats a worthy heart.

#horrorart #mixedmedia #organart #drawing #traditionalart

Just try, that's all anyone can ask.
#acrylicpainting #stilllifeart #acrylicartist #sunflowerart #stilllifepainting

a pen drawing of an upside down dandelion with a flower, bud, 7 leaves and a small amount of roots, wrapped in a banner that says "DISOBEY"

Until it hurts.

Graphite drawing of an eye from 3/4 perspective. The eye is bloodshot and drop of blood flows down as a maggot breaks free from its tear duct.

you had to be who you were then to be who you are now. (c. 2017)

Marker and watercolor painting depicting a desert zombie from head to clavicle. Subject is front-facing and sun-baked with receding eyelids and nose cartilage and large, deeply sunken eyes. The zombies lips have receded to show yellowed teeth missing one front tooth and dry gums. The zombie has lost it's ears and hair except for a few strands. Patches of scalp have begun wearing away to show skull on the top of the head. The background it's black hatching stopping at the zombies eyes, above it the sky is a pale and dusty orange. the sun is crimson over the zombie's right shoulder.

An introduction to terror from my sketchbook.

Messy traditional watercolor of a brown eye on a white canvas. The medium appears to be only water and human blood.

I am willing to bleed for my passions.