I think I should go no contact with my family. If last week taught me anything is that my feelings are never important. Took me 36 years to figure out. Its depressing but it is what it is

Oof I’m really not on here

hihihi I'm live on Twitch
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I’m live on twitch!!

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I should start posting on here more

Also i’m a cutie

Having to get rid of mods is hard but reliability is very important. I actually been dreading it.

Sooooooo I'm having a birthday stream for my 35th bday on Monday, the 24th. Come thru, say hi, I'll be playing R.E.P.O with some friends and hope to see you there.

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i cannot wait

Every time I try to update my Nvidia drivers,I’m getting a breakpoint error or a black screen. No memory leaks or anything

Tattoos i’ve done as promised @esmeraye.bsky.social

Heck yeah!

I’m doing a bday stream on the 24th. Hope to see y’all there

Oh this is violent 😭😭😭

I got kidney surgery coming up this week, 30% chance I’ll survive is what I was told. I was devastated when I first found out, but i’ve made my peace with it. If its my time, it’s my time.💕

Welp twitter down

I have autism, i’m not stupid and I get tired of being treated as such by people close to me. And this is why I close myself off to people and isolate

I’m also in the process of starting my own studio😅

Also

HEY Mutual Game Devs, i’m Si Si! I’ve worked at 3 AAA studios and one indie with over 50 games shipped! I’m also a Twitch streaamer part time.

I will follow you all back soon!

Did I— Did I just stumble on the code to undo hidden likes?😭

Thank you, I still feel like something is missing😭

Lemme circle back to this later, so far this is my walk-in closet

Sunnyside up egg with shrimp and grits is top tier omg

Top of the morning!

Making breakfast

I’ve been enjoying winter break, been cooking a lot more. It’s back to the work grind in January 😭

Can I be added please💙

He wants a man cave for when we build our house.

Time to find some Detroit Lions retired jerseys 😭😭😭😭

Yes