unironically

someone should give me the $80 to buy her

maybe it's okay to remember playing with friends and just enjoying the memory and not being sad that this or that happened or that i'm lonely now. like i can just be like. happy that i had that experience

trying to re-contextualize my childhood by not turning every memory into hurt or sadness and instead being happy good things happened, no matter how fleeting they were

my poor bong broke while i was cleaning it yesterday so now i have to smoke the inferior, yet versatile, pipe

i even made a junk journal spread for today, hopefully i get super silly today

gonna keep track of how much i smoke today >:)

you mean so much to me, river ;; thank you... i seriously need you to know how much you mean to me!!

it's time i accept that i have nothing to give and what i can give isn't worth it to anyone. my entire existence is a waste of time, energy, and space. i'm so sick of being here

feeling incredibly alone and misunderstood. when will I belong

so it's a no go on the guinea pig for now, just kinda have a small living space and we are just a little too busy and tired for another pet or two rn but im still gonna watch guinea pig vids and dream

we should love everyone with everything we've got and treat everyone with kindness that we rarely see somedays

YouTube shorts of people being nice to kids in got me teary eyed 😭

YES... I'm gonna try to adopt a second one, but it might take a min to find one ufa locally

me for the last hour: *obsessively watching guinea pig cage diys* *reading guinea pig care* *browsing guinea pig care products*
me: haha im in danger

gonna talk about it w/ my fiancee and see if it would be a good move 👀

might adopt a guinea pig from my coworker oooo

my fiancee and i are both off on 4/20....😈

the last surviving dog from my childhood finally passed away a few days ago...it's a hollow feeling... theyre all gone now

🌈🌷🌳melee pichu !! 🌼🍎☁️

god willing, i will make a 420 ych

i should make refs.............

art fight?.... art fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:( someone give me 3 thousand dollars so i can visit home and also go to the beach

why did my dumbass have to be born in and leave the most expensive state. i literally have to save up a months rent just for a flight for ME not even including my fiancee... like??

the Jeff in question

my cat Jeff has decided that when I lay down its belly rub time and lets me rest my head on his side while I rub his lil tum tum...best part of my day most days

my ex used to make me feel bad for not having stories or art of all my characters... but ykno what they live in my head and have space in my heart!! that's all that matters! actually it only matters what you find fulfilling about owning OCs!!

i always find awesome designs for less than $20 on toyhouse just by accident and sometimes i happen to have a couple sheckles to spend....

sometimes i see an adopt and my brain screams at me to buy it and sometimes,... i do 😼