Spam has been ridiculous lately. For the past three days, I’ve received 4-5 scam calls/texts EVERY DAY.

I’ve finally gotten a VERY ROUGH first draft script written for the next video. I’m sure the word count will go up over 15,000, considering there are sections that need to be further fleshed out. Some work stuff delayed me up until now, but progress is progress!

Well, I may be tired after waking up at 3:00 AM for no reason, but I wrote about 1,100 words for the new “Psychology of” script before work today!

1) Horror
2) Writing
3) Furry visual novels
4) DnD

Wow. I really am a degenerate. I’m going to the post office to mail documents for work while wearing my Beastars shirt, Helluva Boss necklace, and Cassius perfume.

I finally finished Legion. So now I have an excuse to rewatch Exorcist 3 again!

Forgive is a strong word. I would say I “wish him the best.”

My Cassius art from @pawprint.press arrived!

When you try to find a building from a furry visual novel, only to end up photographing the building right across from it. 😭😭😭 #Burrowsvn

Time to enjoy a nice night indoors!

I might go searching for a certain maned wolf’s den in New York City this weekend. 👀

Oh, if you’re enjoying that, I think you’ll particular like the TJ section.

I actually debated on cutting certain clips because of how frustrated I became during that route.

Don’t forget to check out the latest video! I wanted to do something fun in between “Psychology of” videos and people seem to enjoy me acting out scenes. So I thought this would be be fun to make!

The Twisted Mind of a Twink Deer YouTube video by Barlow's Cave

How deep do the dark caverns of a twink deer’s mind go?

New video is live! #echovn

I may have overdone it today...

"I see you, Hiro."
Happy transgender day of visibility!
Do not take any bullshit lying down, you have the right to exist.

3,600 words! I’m unstoppable!

Today is Trans Day of Visibility. Trans, non-binary, and gender-nonconforming people have always been here — from the hijra of India to the Diné nádleehi to the leaders who built the modern LGBTQIA+ movement here in New York. Your existence is not up for debate. Your lives are not a political issue. We're fighting for a city where every trans New Yorker can live openly, safely, and with joy.

I’ve written over 2,000 words for the rough draft of the next “Psychology of” video so far today! I’m glad I took a break during the past 1.5-ish months due to both the move and work stuff. I can feel myself having energy and passion for this project again!

It’s crazy having roommates again. I’m not used to hearing someone yell, “WHAT?… WHAT?… WHAT?” from two walls away.

I proposed the idea of giving my fursona a dad. Might’ve ended doing it too well…

wouldn't it be funny if EVERYONE blocked this Attie AI account @ bsky.app/profile/atti... before they could do anything with it

Shadows Upon the Snow Final by BarlowB -- Fur Affinity [dot] net Fur Affinity | For all things fluff, scaled, and feathered!

The ending to Shadows Upon the Snow is now live! It consists of two very short chapters and an epilogue, which is why I decided to post them all together! I hope you all enjoy the finale. 🤠❄️🎉

I’ve officially moved out of my old apartment and am settling into a new place. It’s made me somber because I made a lot of positive career changes in the old place and started really leaning into my YouTube channel (the black couch was in both of the Ken and Grey videos). On to new memories!

Art can be a powerful form of self-compassion and healing. It’s helped me manage both my depression and addiction. To the creative person reading this, as strange as it might sound coming from a fox on the internet, I’m proud of you for helping yourself flourish.

Nik’s too well adjusted. I could never make video on him. Same reason why I only briefly considered making an Amicus video.

Old tech advert inspired drawing

I’ve never purchased something so quickly in my life before.

Success!