Next year I’ll be having thanksgiving at a buffet. I am not giving myself a headache anymore

I’ve chosen already.
This has been the most unholiday season for us to date. Even the year my brother passed, we had some sort of motivation to keep up with the holiday spirit. This year though?? I feel dead inside i cannot muster up the energy to be an ounce of jolly.

Idk if I should start using this app as a journal or part journal, part yap my head off about everything in my brain

I got anxiety and poor. I already am those 😭

I am terrified, will be going back to work after literally 10 years of being home.
So terrified I can’t focus on reading 😭

The video is etched into my brain

The picture is giving twilight 😂🫶🏻

My grief lately, has swallowed me whole, spat me back out, & ripped me to pieces.

One book away from reaching my second reading goal of the year
Idk if I should read a sapphic hades/persephone retelling or the 3rd installment of my favorite cowboy series
Help?

Getting out of a slump, watching the car crash of an election, removing myself from ignorant peoples lives, doom reading like no tomorrow & watching Mike Tyson fight and wanting to cry for him has definitely been A LOT these past 2 weeks.

Hello everyone 😅🫶🏻