at this point i don’t even think my mom believes i will get them removed so it’s more like a halfhearted wish on her part 🤪 sorry mom!!

in lieu of “why are you doing that to your body” “you don’t know what it does to your health” etc etc i’ll take it as a win

accidentally revealed leg tattoos to my mom and all she said [casually] was “what’s his face.. peter peterson? the guy who was with ariana grande? did you see how he got his tattoos removed?”

anne hathaway was so stunning and michaela coel was so mesmerizing and it was all so beautiful and deliciously full of tension

watched MOTHER MARY and it was gay but one of the most lesbian things abt it is that i don’t think a single man spoke in the whole film apart from maybe like one extra

This Is Just To Say

I have turned off
the AI features
that were in
the update

and which
you were probably
hoping
to monetize

Fuck you
they were stupid
so unnecessary
and so annoying

LMAOOOO SUN CHENJUN CAMEO… my fave yzy het cp 🥹

chang huasen x jin jing cp is wild tysm veil of shadows. hope the impending blood and grief is potent

thank you for the tip!! i’m on the lazier side so i think i’ll try wearing it out one evening like this and if i don’t like it i’ll try hook and eyes or just sew the whole gap closed so it becomes a pullover 😆

the fun thing about knitting/crocheting garments is that if the ~flaws~ are obvious enough to give away that it’s handmade (without any machines), you can spin it and pretend it was on purpose to show something iMpErFeCt and iNteNtIoNal as an artistic statement [coping]

whatever bro it’s alr too late for me to wear this thick of a 100% wool layer until “autumn” so i will think about it

can’t decide if the button gap is okay bc it adds more ventilation (good when i live in a place that doesn’t get that cold)/could be slightly sluttier if i wore a slip dress underneath OR if it’s just ugly and i should sew the gap together later 😹 the buttons took hoursss to sew on so im not redoing

my sense of self worth is garbage today but at least on my walk today i saw two black cats sitting in diff apartment windows within one block which felt like a good omen 🙂‍↕️

does she even realize the consequences of her actions

first time witnessing my cat fart. like a fully audible cartoon-like tooting noises while she was in the litterbox. 98% sure it’s bc she stole a bunch of sourdough bread yesterday when she wasn’t supposed to

finished IMMACULATE CONCEPTION by ling ling huang the other day and i really liked it :)

jk i think it is bc i am sad that i don’t have the space to keep every beautiful item i own and that the opportunities i thought there might be to wear these clothes never came into fruition. and i’m not brave enough anymore to just wear them wherever

liking clothes is so stupid sometimes like why am i genuinely sad about selling/donating dresses that no longer fit me or aren’t as suited to my style anymore, and i didn’t even wear them much so it’s not like there are sentimental memories associated w them

COGIMYUN (2015) Cogimyun is a wheat flour fairy. She has a very fragile personality and can easily be scattered by the slightest thing.

highly relatable

talking to myself still but good god this scene in e15 where the editing flashes between ji ling and manman. playing the sad jerry ost without any backing instrumentals. i’m being fed

kind of wish i was doing one of those studio photoshoots bc i am sure there are some options where i am going, but also don’t want to deal w that on somewhat short notice and when i’m traveling w family :p

anyway in two weeks’ time i will be on a plane to leave north america for the first time in 6+ years and i keep oscillating between “i need to looksmaxx so hard and get good pics” and “i am too tired to attempt to be a full-on baddie” 😔 but knowing me i will gravitate towards the former

finally completed an extremely basic task that i should have done months ago and only took 5 minutes 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 even more stupid considering i’ve had a whole two months of not working and could have done this but whatever. back to my to-do list of 15 other things

can it just happen already. and by “it,” i mean… you know

joseph zeng becoming a stay at home dad is the funniest thing veil of shadows has done so far

big wooly cardigan almost done, but it has been basically summer weather here for a month now 🤪

finished an entire knitted garment for the first time in uhhhhhhh a lot of months.. but i still have to weave in ends and then sew on all the buttons. argh

#六爻

i truly forgot that waston chang is a side character in this show.. he’s shown up for 3 seconds so far but he looks so good

unfortunately i think this would require torturing myself bc:
- anything “scary” i can come up with is probably child’s play to actual horror likers
- i would have to visualize a scary scene for hours in order to write jt all out which would certainly give me more awful dreams