tumblr sexyman glupshit blorbo #Bettelful

going back to my roots and drawing tumblr sexyman gavis bettel
www.twitch.tv/allisteranim

stream tomorrow?
pokopia or animation?
who knows...

🧚‍♂️ #LiminalLart #Animation

i haven’t actually finished my new ref oop. as for my preferences it’s a big “?”

me! at least for a day depending on my schedule. i’ll be helping kinshokucon’s booth.

a drawing of two cylindrical objects with the letter j on the bottom ALT: a drawing of two cylindrical objects with the letter j on the bottom

can i come over and do this to you

chikorita killed my grandma

look man i didnt ask for a whole evo line to be so criminally close to my deadname 💀

holostars should cash in on the popularity of old man yaoi and revive arurandeisu 1.0

Grid displaying OP's opinion on various pokemon. Favorite: Shiftry 2nd Favorite: Ursaluna Least Favorite: Bayleef Underrated: Type:Null Overrated: Charizard Best Starter: Mudkip Best Dynamax: Meowth Best Mega: Scolipede Best Regional Variant: Clodsire Best Eeveelution: Leafeon Would have as a pet: Galvantula Best looking shiny: Reuniclus "IDK why I like this but I do": Dracovish Has a personal story behind it: Bayleef Very nostalgic to me: Jirachi

alright heres my grid
i have personal beef with the chikorita line and no i will not elaborate

hope that fever breaks sooner than later. get some good rest. \o/

🎭🔁

Holostars animation stream so I don't get an ass kicking
www.twitch.tv/allisteranim

I’m not blind to my achievements and all my connections and friends! I’m really grateful! But at the same time always working on shit or busy with something in a way that simultaneously makes me feel either falling behind or unapproachable. I’unno.
Late night thoughts wondering where I fit in.

Doing a lot, a little at a time, can make things kind of lonely, ne.

holostars animation stream tomorrow or i get an ass kicking

In the midst of all of this I made a minor mistake on something incredibly trivial and it feels like my life is over.

I want to help my con(s) function.
I want to animate my own projects.
I want to stream.
I want to watch/support my oshis.
I want to learn live2D.

I can't do all of these at once and no matter where I make progress it feels like it's not enough. Man.

Kind of the worst feeling. Working on one of several important things you've tasked yourself with and still wondering "am I doing enough...?"

HOLOSTARS JP X EN RUST (MAY BE) COMING IN AUGUST WE ARE SO BACK... WE ARE SO SO SO BACK!!!
Josuiji Shinri & EN manesans I would scale mountains for you.

so like. imagine family feud or some other popular game show. make all the answers stars-related. and pit stars against fans.

Just had a really fun stream idea but I fear it may be seen as parasocial (and even if not idk what the best way to even reach out to people would be. hmm)

flayon rn

rant over. i miss shinove man.

They probably thought all the EN speakers would abandon JP for EN. Turns out the only people who truly abandoned JP was management itself.

Why they would suddenly stop doing that which they were able to as a smaller company, the very stuff that helped 🌟JP grow in the first place, is beyond me. Whether it's cluelessness or maliciousness, there's no doubt in my mind that it's stupidity either way.

However, when 🌟EN dropped, JP management very noticeably stopped catering to the international market. No more official EN subtitling and increasingly difficult for kaigai to take part in events. We had to fight just to get int'l streaming tickets for the 6th anniversary show.

When they stopped doing Wachastars and Jump Uproar, I figured it was just a matter of it becoming more difficult for the boys to make time for it. Totally understandable considering they were starting to do live shows and other things that needed priority.