if that’s your girl why she duran on my duran

Interview with James Murphy of LCD Soundsystem about how to deal with Failure YouTube video by thezeronewz

i think about this interview with James Murphy a lot. makes me want to do more, but wooh boy, the fear of failure is a killer. i’m only just now sticking my neck out as i approach 30 and it suck to not have done it sooner

youtu.be/yYCz06bS380?...

yeah you get it

oh, i checked out of this site for a bit. i got a new couch, reset the silver bike for spring with crazy wide drops, and did a handful of other things.

i worry very much that the last decade of existence has left me emotionally and spiritually numb and expectant of the worst possible outcome. a coping mechanism of “damn, who could’ve guessed” feels awful but also… damn who could’ve guessed we’d be where we are as a society, especially here in US

fuck smarter, not harder

HEYYYYY!

grim reminder that your medium sized, overwhelmingly liberal voting, run by liberal mayor, is not immune to the horrors that plague this country.

kinda like this but not as nice looking. he also sold those orange circus peanuts.

weirdly enough growing up in phoenix we didn’t have ice cream trucks. we DID however have a guy on a reverse trike, in the front was an insulated box that had shaved ice in there, along with different syrups you could pour on it. groundbreaking for 13 year old me.

AND it doesn’t give me dry mouth. AND!!! it comes conveniently in chocolate bar form

i told soph this but i’ve been microdosing before i leave for work for the past week or so and honestly? great results. why didn’t i do this before. and when i actually want to be stoned, scaling up in dosage gives me the actual head high i want but i dont get from weed, its actually way nicer

AND it doesn’t give me dry mouth. AND!! it comes conveniently in chocolate bar form

HEY!

soooooooooooooo true

today i feel like the harmonica solo followed by the guitar solo start at 3:15 on Hurts Me Too by Grateful Dead from their live show at L’Olympia on 5/3/1972. but in a good way.

a guy cut me off in my ride home yesterday, all he could muster to insult me with was calling me “dickcheese”

points for creativity, F for effort

Nancy 2/22/26… 🪱WOIMS🪱

joined the military to escape poverty and the gig economy? haha, jk.

my bathroom is an oven, my bedroom may well be a palace of frost.

the bad part about coming out of winter depression is now it’s just regular depression but also the weather is sporadically nice. i canNOT figure out how to set my radiators so it’s the perfect temp inside now. this makes the depression WORSE

ohhhhh it turns out i just have seasonal affective disorder an *checks notes* riding my bike to work today made me feel a modicum of joy even if it is super icy

i also just have regular depression but extra because it’s winter

my dad is on level like 5000 + on his solitaire app and my only question is…how much higher can you make a difficulty level?

can i make a petition for great lakes regions to be one category here

the duality of man. two birds stoned at once or whatever

at the store buying a salad for dinner but also buying dino nuggets because i’m definitely getting stoned and playing games later

Lawn Guyland

“i hate jam bands” im sorry you hate fun and joy and whimsy

i need more tattoos that are viable when i wear a hoodie. wrist, knuckles, neck…whatever. i feel too blasé when im in winter mode

not you adam