The world is a dangerous place, there are just too many more important sht going on

“Why aren’t you hyped about this clearly revenue driven technology, bursting bubble of which will destroy our economy hmm”

Ah I still remember when tech conferences or geek meetups were hopeful & uplifting about the future. I doubt we will be lucky to see that again with how things are going, without major changes to societal systems(*cough* guillotines)

If you someone who enjoys food, imagine being repulsed by eating and still needing to do it 😭

Never having appetite or executive function does make it a helluva lot difficult to regularly feed myself. So it feels like a big achievement that I’m managing to do it twice a day now 🫡

Won’t lie, once a day was easier but my body was mainly using anxiety & sugar for energy which wasn’t pleasant

Nod nod, I feel that

Right, sounds like a government secret effort to gaslight us 😂

In denial that sexual or romantic attraction exists, idk sounds fake

Another small observation, there were two snails eating petals. One was bigger than the other. The smaller one got full faster and walked away, but I put the 2nd flower in front of the bigger one & it enjoyed another flower after!

A large snail eating petals of a white flower

Have you ever seen a snail eating flower petals?

To give an example there was a misunderstanding on that team that when I put down a ticket no person is assigned meant I want nothing to do with transferring knowledge, and so it escalated quickly. But I was used to volunteer-based ticket transfer so I was opening the floor. Things like that

It's not even related to like tone or specific way team talks, surprisingly! The contents were more about expectations of behavior in certain scenarios. For example the dev process, from ticket writing logistics to shipping & qa steps. Or what to do when you need to hand over a ticket etc

Also one of my hobbies is now urbex, explored 15 places ☺️ Somehow this is where I see the most snakes too, so a win-win

The way I understood their statement is it’s selfish because I suffered 🙃That helping others is merely “helping yourself”. Which is funny to me because I knew nothing could undo the damage of me finding out the unspoken rules regardless, and the document was super helpful to existing & new teammates

Don’t know why I’m thinking about this now, that was months ago. The tone was also downplaying my desire to help people, making it seem unimportant. Suppose this is delayed reaction that comes with AuDHD, because only now I am going “what the hell was that”

Recalling how I was casually called “selfish” during an interview

I shared a story where I wrote a Team Agreement Document, putting together all the unspoken team rules. Because I had to discover these things the hard way, through mistakes. So that new engineers didn’t suffer the same fate

I would say “curious” but probably annoyed too 😂 He had some loud business to discuss before seeing me

a small brown frog sitting between metal bars, looking at the camera

Frog

Canon R5 and 100-500mm! It’s one hell of a beast for a camera

What?? Now that is the first time I’m hearing about that

Have you traveled? 👀

And amazing wildlife 😍

Wombats 👏

Ooo Tasmania counts towards 88 days which seems to be perfectly aligned for where I wanted to travel for for a longer period of time

Check out LuLuYam song writer, they definitely combine some heavy cannibalism and lesbian themes together 🔥

nods in 'tism

it so be like that

Probably to keep “long hair” and “wear makeup” or “feminine clothing” or some shit

I hate traditional gender roles so much

Booo that sucks