this weekend is the first vacation I've had in god knows how long and literally all my body wants to do rn is sleep. Lucky for me, I can but oh my god I knew my body was stressed but not this stressed lol
It's also wild to see just how depressed I was without knowing the words to put to it. Everything I do is for that 18 year old me to be proud. To know I kept the promise of not letting other people feel as broken or alone as I did. If I can help just one person that's all I care about
I wish I could go back in time and hug that version of myself. Tell them someday thousands of people will care about them and have met some of the most amazing people because we decided to open up. They didn't deserve to feel that alone
I found an old diary from 2015 the other day and reading it was wild. I was so lonely and actively talked about pushing people away because it hurts too much to care. I remember it but seeing my own thoughts written out was so eye opening
Thank you ❤️
I didn't know this morning would be the last with you sweet girl😞 I hope you know how loved you are and how much this house will miss you. It really doesn't feel the same without you here rn 😞 rest easy love ❤️
Yes! I know you'll get them published
Sometimes when you ask the universe for something it doesn't always look like what you thought it would. But this is going to set me up for the next phase of my life so so well 😭
I've learned so much about myself these last five months being self-employed and the dream I have is still the same. Be the best working actor and an LGBTQIA+ content I can be and I know for a fact this job is going to help me so much with that
I'm going to be learning and growing so much in a field that can only help me not only with my own content but with my acting and my art as well as making my financial situation more stable and still be able to work on my own business
The amount of stress that left my body yesterday because of getting my new job is crazy. I literally just slept 12 hours and I didn't realize how badly my body was in just complete survival mode 😭 I can't tell you how excited I am for this
I GOT A JOB😭😭😭😭 it's starting part time which is perfect for me and I really am just so excited to have money again and not have to do Uber as much anymore 😭
But as the weather warms up and the spring solstice being tomorrow I can't help but feel like things are about to turn around. I hope I always remember this time of my life because it just shows me how strong I am and I can get through very hard things. I know the sun will shine and bring new life
when I tell you this Mercury retrograde has been one of the worst times of my life it's not even funny. We had a cat in the hospital, we thought a friend might have cancer, I had to cut off someone I thought I never would, money has been an issue and life has just been so much
Thank you so much!
Spending my birthday trying to stay away from my phone and watching the lord of the rings. Honestly that's all I want after one of the worst years of my life and hoping to start building so much more before I turn 30
If you can't give please like and share this to get it to more people. Thank you all do very very mush.
PayPal Link: paypal.me/lynnsaga01
I can't make money but if I can't pay rent that's also an issue. I know everyone is struggling right now but if there is anything you can give in this time due to the weather making it so I can't work. I will have the link down below for my PayPal.
I have $450 left I have to make for rent which I can do once the storm is over BUT I didn't understand my car insurance policy which needs to get renewed for $405 and is due the 28th. If I don't have my car insurance I can't make money but if I can't pay rent that's also an issue
*Community Aid Post*
Hey y'all! It's been a hot minute since I've asked for your help but I need it again. There is a blizzard in my area right now and because of that I can't do Uber driving which is how I have been paying my bills the last few months.
And how can this world be such a bad place if they're all in it
As a queer and trans person living through these times, I think it's so important to remember all those around me who actively show goodness and kindness every single day.
Seeing all the horrible things in this world can make me so bitter and than I remember everyone I love
It sucks but when you put in that effort the universe will give it back to you. Put yourself out there because I promise you will get those yeses more than you think
I know no one wants to hear this but believe in yourself enough to actually take the steps to make that shit happen.
As someone who has spent the last 6 years just waiting for things to get better...I can say the only way to make it better is when I actually started to do the work
Oh my god congrats!!! you literally deserve it😊
I didn't tell him but it brought me to tears reading it. Not only does ever single trans person deserve to be in a safe space but it really does show how important community is. If I can ever do that again for anyone else I would in a heartbeat.
about a year ago someone in my community emailed me. He is a trans man who lived in a country where it's illegal to be trans. I did what I could do and shared his paypal with my community.
He emailed me this past week saying because of that he was able to get the money he needed to move.
I'm so happy January is over cause that whole month was literally one of the worst I've had in YEARS!
But for some reason February seems to be turning around and it's only 4 days in so let's hope it'll be up from here
It sucks that everything good gets taken from us but I know some other platform will pop up similar soon
Welp I had TikTok off my phone for the last few months but I just deleted the app off my Ipad. Does anyone know if the new guidelines apply to the desktop version? I know it's easier for them to track through apps but I don't want my likeness being used for AI