getting used to his new buddies 🥰

Sometimes I make long as fuck posts and think about how character limits are SO limiting in english but if I was as fluent in mandarin as someone who has studied for 3 years should be? 无限可能

And I mean. They're like.. fine? But I know in my heart of hearts I am not taking as meticulously good care of Or checking on/paying attention to them anywhere near as much or well as I used to and it makes me really sad. If any of them actually died bc of this slump/burnout I would be inconsolable

Which tbh upsets me more than jus the fact that I have not been doing well myself and it is negatively affecting Me? The burden of caring for another living thing is something I should not take on and yet I have 9 plants in my bedroom and Would have more if I had more space/money. I do love them so.

While none of them have Died (and, save for Lu Guang who has been progressively getting worse and worse for a reason unknown to me despite my efforts, are all doing Well Enough) I do feel like my mental state these past few months has not been kind to my houseplants

Me specifying an eve album as if I would care which one it was. No matter which if his albums were available on vinyl my gay ass woulda snatched em up post haste. But unfortunately absolutely fucking none of them. Eve pls.

Anyway. One ok rock detox and eve under blue vinyl when. I am crying in real life </3

Taka's accent is so subtle but I can pick up on it so easily now that I feel so stupid for not noticing it immediately even tho I know there is no reason to expect that from my 2017 self. Tbh no reason to even expect it of my October 2024 self I could not have known !

The funny thing is that, despite having known multiple songs by of them (one ok rock) since the beginning of 2017 p much I only learned in like. The beginning/middle of last year that it is, in fact, a Japanese band. Like how did I not know that

Begging desperately for the only two Japanese artists that I actively listen to to just. Make vinyl. Please please please

decided I need to get it out of my system bc they (read: douma) really will not stop. so they can have their moment(s) outside of the actual story

no way I can remove the undertones of it from the whole fic tho they def will have some unspoken qpp shit going on. there is nothing I can do abt that

If the bears ever get an official bsky that'll be a different story

Sorry that this account is literally just school and weeb shit atp. I simply dont rlly have anything hockey to say these days

I want to put sukuna and akaza in a blender. But only if I can also be in the blender

Once I finish this fucking cardigan I need everyone ever to physically stop me from starting another crochet project before I get my life together a little bit bc I sure have let it fall apart too much in the interest of finishing as quickly as possible. Which has not been quickly at all

The worst part is that this dynamic shift is soooo much more prevalent when I'm in douma's pov. Which makes even less sense. Why are they acting like this. Why do characters always get away from me like this. Can't I just control the narrative for once please

The more I work on/think about my silly kny lab partners au the closer I get to accidentally making it giyuu/douma endgame and I am like. Hey. Stop that. What are you talking about. Don't do that this is supposed to be gen

[Rolls up to the register at half price books with two shakespeare plays in mandarin and a sudoku book] I am unfortunately such a specific kind of nerd

well after much effort and a second drink that used up the rest of my vodka I have a 93 on the exam and I am too tired to keep trying to figure out the last two questions so I guess I will take it. ugh.

the fucked up thing abt this exam being on webassign is the fact that I KNOW ppl are going to use ai for it and that I am maybe stupid for not also doing that. but I am a very stubborn man of possibly very stupid principles. which will be my downfall probably

[armed with an incredibly strong vodka cran and a calc textbook that I stole from my high school] time to make the series and sequences exam my bitch

Sitting on the ground in the back corner of the floor at a concert doing my physics homework like a guy who knows how to have a good time I guess

I really hope I can get my adderall soon bc I cannot fucking stand this feeling and it has only been a couple days

Realising suddenly that he wouldnt have been old enough to see this one either. Wild

AJSJKFF NEVERMIND the guy was like hey what movie is this and I was like. Uh. Demon slayer? And he went "ah. Thanks. I'm trying to see [different movie] but I'm not old enough to see it so we gotta sneak in" and I wished him luck before they left lol

Damn. A couple showed up. No private showing for me

Can't wait to see if that was necessary. So far I'm the only person in the theatre and I hope that it stays that way. Private demon slayer showing for nate

Me putting all my stuff in my bag before I left the house to go see infinity castle: ok keys, wallet, fidget toy, two handfuls of tissues,

The mandarin background would help me a little surely. Surely (<-guy who super cannot afford to make purchases like this and should therefore stop thinking about it)

I learn how to read Japanese but specifically only whatever is written in kara no kioku