dont know where im going with this but loosely based on That Ofurey Scene and memory erasure... Yeah,..,,,,

crawled out of the cesspit hole i dumped myself in and all i can say is WHA au with kaishin

a close up of a person holding a spoon with a small hamster on it . ALT: a close up of a person holding a spoon with a small hamster on it .

hes so cute… 🫳🫳🫳

nothing set in stone tho but yknowwwww Yknowwww gotta plan in advance

like i was leaning osaka bc ykn, usj … but hokkaido…

ill go look up stuff for later but fellas who have went to osaka and/or hokkaido; which do you liked better?

even got a distinction in one of them which was. honestly very surprising because i never expected to get one (and that stupid module fucked me over especially when i was chosen as team leader + one of my members MIAed). hope this high drags on long enough so i can lock in for cownan ><)🙏

dont like talking about my irl stuff much beyond complaining about how it rawdogs me into being incredibly busy but somehow everything paid off and my cumulative grades improved ٩( ᐛ )و

shofiri as that one archie comic that goes "we haven't found one lipstick that's kissproof"

normal day at the agency #仮面ライダーw #翔フィリ #KamenRiderW

multi-talented doves ^0^

lwk its no wonder my heart wasnt into it. lord.

MY FRIEND SAID I LOST MY FREAKKKK SHITTTTT i change my mind im gonna take another week to figure this out

currently waiting on someone to reply 2 me on their thoughts of what i have rn because ive been contemplating on one of my wips and i really hate it but idk if its because ive been working on it solely for the past few nights or what

in the span of thirteen days... i wrote 10k words... fufughhhhh but none of my wips are finished

cycle of ‘is this too long why am i writing so long for a simple smut concept’ and ‘i can write how much i want and acknowledge places that dont need much detail’. Doom. Im Doomed

why is milking a cow taking too long. this was supposed to be a haha short fic. Why am i suffering

not going to say 100% that itll happen (bc knowing me ill probably have an issue w it and nitpick it to death) but i think within the next week a new fic may be dropping 🤔

like writing im mildly better at for some reason. i think its because i love the concept of the pay off of cherry picking random kinks into fics.

oh wait hmm. might be changing my pfp sometime soon (goodbye life changing kaito image) butttt may not be any time soon knowing me because drawing is the equivalent of trying to get a dog to focus on a task and its failing miserably

i will.... finish it Soon tm..... if i dont die to second hand embarrassment first

tbh i shouldnt choke myself out on my word count progress because im doing this like hit or miss daily or at least every other day and like 500 minimum to 2k words as my limit is impressive but also I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GRINDDDD

a real thing i did to try and remember the sensations of hunger when trying to describe a character being horny was watch multiple mukbang videos. before i gave up and doomscrolled on my phone

🔞 kaicon | cow hybrid ⚽ x farmer🍀| i dont even know the tags for this section ? faint dubcon ?
sometimes i wish writing smut is truly a one hand on the keyboard thing because the real workflow is just me gnawing at my hands and thinking "god, im so hungry. i could do a sandwich right now"

how the fuck do i write "moo" in a smut fic without immediately wanting to die

bed time!!! no more writing. if i dream of cow hybrids in my sleep im gonna deactivate my ao3 account

🔞 kaicon | cow hybrid ⚽ x farmer🍀
spoiler warning: no, he just squirted

NONEEEE of them are any way close to finishing im so fucking annoyed but gotta continue toiling away and shit or else im not posting anything at all 😭

having three active wips is so painful. i think "oh i wrote 3k words today" but then i check the word counts for each and its like 1.5k / 7.4k / 3.1k respectively and i just die a little inside

im nnnaaawt writing that at the moment but also i cant decide if this au keeps faithful to the song (therefore, true end game is mizuki and fem shinichi) or just default kaishin. but anyway im just. ??ASdjkashf

hear me out: mizushinkai with the plot of alluring secret black vow