tru

wow they really put sakura at a con

always recommending BANGERS

I am just glad everything worked out.

also this does fit me a bit I guess... #umapoi

highly relatable! My dog's been getting startled very early in the morning and her freak out events include jumping on top of me while in bed and peeing while howling.

it's an experience!

Well, if anything happens before the next update and I don't make it - thank you for being there.

My health is so-so, at least I got checked and I have no issues with DVT as they feared, but I need another checkup for a possible nephropathy that might be chronic. From there, we might see what happens.

Tax season is upon us, and I fared well!
What a wild year so far.

Huh?

Hello, yet another life update.
Big org changes at work meaning my position is at risk of being culled by the end of the fiscal year. So I've been looking for a new job already and I (surprisingly) got dozens of call backs and interviews

I am making very little sense! Sorry about this.

Too many inner thoughts leaking lately too. But for the most part, if I emphasize on something it means I actually mean it seriously.

Other than that, picking back up a few things, and realizing paying attention and keeping notes on stuff is for the better. I can't rely on my memory as well as I did 10 years ago.

Also I guess salads aren't so bad after all.

I have let down people because I blind myself chained to my own fears when it hits.

I feel like I might lose them if I don't reign this in.
But as a creature of habit, this is gonna take some time.
I will humbly ask for your support if you ever see me stuck in a loop, and for your patience as well.

Life update:
Health getting a bit worse. Work is getting sort of difficult to navigate at (not because of me, but the ambient itself is changing).

I need to work on my anxiety.

Always rooting for you

Post something random, or you will have an AWFUL March (allegedly) !

No relief

Also definitely gonna stop using discord for now. Err, if you really wanna catch up with me, DM me

as for who or what I was yearning...

that is nunya

How did I spend my valentines day?

Yearning, of course!

woo!

Youtube is down???

oh golly it's metsu's bday?!

hard to think, hard to care

Wisdom tooth surgeries suck! So do root canals... but I guess I was overdue.

have you tried putting your feet in hot water when the pain flares up?

I'm feeling it. 6 years is enough time for someone to change a lot too

I've been having a blast so far but I can see the mountain trail ahead

I don't know. Even if I were to plan a proper exit, nothing would really feel adequate. I have a little penchant for theatrics, but it isn't really my style to just vanish.

So it is written.

- Endfield is fun. Was a good thing it launched the day after my forced break from work due to the aforementioned crisis
- I feel like the way I value a lot of people is definitely not reciprocal at all. But isolating again will definitely put me again in the spicy side of depresso.