I love my parents

In the span of one day I got told I looked 28, 32, 35, 38, and 40

I am too sad

I am too much

Muffy sis... the consistency

I am too impulsive!

I am too sensitive

We should all start using Bluesky. But like for real this time

I like to go out. Wear something nice. And push

I am also hemorrhaging money on nonsense. Like I just spent almost $130 on CROP TOPS, off of TIKTOK SHOP. But then I look at the news and it's like... might as well Spend my Spending Money to wear a moderately skimpy outfit for the summer - if we all make it that far, ykwim

The worst part about being sick is that I haven't had a drink since Wednesday. I would give anything for a cocktail but I'm gonna have an edible and hope that curbs it

I helped Todd move to Austin and I cried a lot, but not all at once. Just every now and then while I was driving in the dark through Texas. I'm sad that he's not here anymore but I'm happy that he's happy. Life just feels emptier here

We both fell asleep on the couch to some degree. He worked overnight so he drove me home before he left. Every time we hang out it feels like it will be the last time I ever see him. It's sad

Sometimes Luis will message me and it is usually some Instagram reel he saw. I miss him but it feels weird to see him. Last time I saw him, he bought groceries and I helped him carry them into his apartment. I had an edible, he put on a movie, I laid on his couch and he rested his head on my lap

I've been sick these past few days but right now I feel relatively normal. When the sun starts to go down I will go on a walk and pretend everything is fine

Sometimes you ride the bus and sit across from the most beautiful man you have ever seen in your life. But then you have to get off the bus and go to your menial retail job. Such is life

I went to the bar yesterday and two men bought me drinks, and then I went out to the patio and talked to someone I hadn't seen there in a while and he bought me another... this kind of thing never happens to me. I'm not sure what it is in the water, but I am giving in to it

At an AM PM in Yuma and they are blaring Let's Make A Mistake Tonight by Tennis. Effervescent

The number of times I've started talking to a guy and within a week their pet dies isn't more than 3, but it /is/ more than 1

Basically what we're gonna do is dance

I'm plagued by fantasy!

One thing about me is that I never would have guessed Tate McRae was big enough to merit an arena tour. Another thing about me is that I am hungry and will be buying chips to eat my tinned mussels with. Another thing about me is that I am so lazy

I love ginger ale! With a splash of cranberry juice, to boot...

NSFW but I have a friend who likes to record videos of me when I see him, and occasionally he sends me a photo of him watching them on his TV. This must be how Ryan Bones feels

I feel so desensitized to porn and sex, and it's taking a toll on my personal life bc I feel almost immune to attraction. I want to fuck but I get so bored. Everything is the same

Richard we should link later is a really good lyric imho

Um... crank it

Life has been so inconsistent and weird lately. I'm tired of being alone but then I go out and hang out with people and I end up feeling so much worse. The walls are closing in around me!

I just get so nervy

Um hi