We've realized our current hosting dynamic has Marion/Mareñá kind of constantly co con. So we're adopting Marion as the primary host name bc it's just easier for everyone around us to pronounce and remember 🤣 We, the host, will be signing as M.
-M
In an attempt to not be triggered by my MIL making pies and getting frustrated, I started pulling decorations for christmas from the shed to arrange them.
Then, let's untangle them.
Then, let's put a few up!
It spiraled.
Now my back fkn hurts. 😂I need the dark for the rest.
-M
Forgive any chaos you may see from this page in the next few days, we're trying to get used to using like 15 apps at the same time 😂😂😂
-Nim💋
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📃Alters 2📃
Phoenix | Spirit. Protector | ? | 🐦🔥
River | Social Front | F |🌊
Kirbee | The Smallest Smol | F |🎀
Sigma | The Warden | GF | ⚠️
Nimué | SA Trauma Holder | F |💋
Marcus | Prim. Persecutor | M |⚡
Rhys | PTSD manager / Emotional Protector | M |🍺
📃Alters 1📃
Mareñá | Prim. Host | F | 🪷
Lián | Fmr. Host | F | 🧧
René | Fmr. Host | GF |🕯️
Atlas | Prim. Protector/Admin | GF |🗺️
Drystan | Gatekeeper | M |🛡️
Gareth | Rage Holder / Phys. Protector | M |🪓
⤵️ Continued ⤵️
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I have been unofficially voluntold that it is my job to handle the female times of life so here I am, hello, hi, nice to see you all without being holy hella massively triggered. 😂🫶
-Nimué 💋
Time is an absolute lie. Sleep evades us.
But at least we're not triggered?
Insomnia is new to us.
No, processing it without dissociation is new.
I now get how Tyler Durden felt. What is awake? What is asleep? What the FUCK. 👀
-M
WAIT I love this! And I'm fairly certain Kirbee does too. 👀
-Lián
OH MY GOSH, I forgot we had this account here too. XD
Many platforms. Trying to stay organized, we swear.
Alright, healing looks really good on us. We've been working through a lot of trauma memories and stuff regarding the REALLY bad shit, but on the flip side, things are easier to cope with overall. Not questioning things, just rolling with life. 😂
Hope you have a good weekend! 🫂🫰
-Mareñá 🪷
Atlas 🗺️ & Drystan🛡️(co-con) were out having a photoshoot during the morning cigarette. 😂 I guess they figured out the camera. Now I'm gonna have to play with it more too.
Anywho. Have some masc selfies. These two take better pics than I do and it makes me a little jealous. /lh
-Mareñá 🪷
The neck pain and the calf pain are gonna turn us into a nocturnal mobility challenged gremlin. STG. 😂
It's 0230 we should NOT make coffee.
But we're going to. Oh, we're going to. ☕
-Atlas🗺️ & Rhys🍺
Walking cane free is a no go today smh. 😭 Bold of me to think the chronic pain might magically have disappeared 😂
In other slightly related news, my daughter has demanded to know what the crow's name is. There is no name for my cane crow.
Send help. And names. 🫰
-Mareñá 🪷
I knew it was too quiet for too long. The PTSD symptoms be arse kickin. I don't suppose they could tell me why we just suddenly started having bad vibes, because I surely can't recall any trigger. 🤔
🍺
@pixielocks.bsky.social 🫶🫰
The stress levels here are unreal. Good gawd.
(Here being Home lmao)
-Atlas
We logged back in bc we noticed a lot of others were making theirs.
🗺️
👋🏽 We've been going through it, but we're going to try to update here more.
-René
Just remembered we had this.
