i think im actually close to a full on crashout

the two people im talking about are in my priv twt so. hello again bluesky. SO LIKE I SCRATCHED MYSELF TODAY AND WAS TALKING ABOUT IT WIYH MY FRIEND AND THEY CALLED MY SCRATCHED CUTE???? I LWK HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM (AND THEIR PARTNER??) AND LIEK 😭

character obsession so bad i start styling my hair didferent

- irl oomf mentions something
- i decide fuck it we ball
- ts is so ass

i spam moots, they dont spam back. a sad existence (i dont log in anymore)

is it bad to admit that problematic oomf that STILL hasnt followed me back its been a week 💔💔💔💔💔 is kinda roping me into their side of twt

he absolutely destroyed my savings so i put Rerir inside his lamp to bully him

#GenshinImpact #Flins

When 3 people good at dressing meet.

Trust nobody.

#HonkaiStarRail #HonkaiImpact3rd #GenshinImpact #lygus #Cyrene #Elysia #herrsherofcorruption #rerir #Lumine

nymph is likely abandoning yall 😭 i just cant stop calling politicians dickriders and interacting with problematic oomf

also im in best oomf's dni by proxy and i feel a little bad about it (oomf has dni to a specific group and problematic oomf is part of it dont judge them pls)

searching up the definition of darkshipping to make sure im not in other platform oomf's dni, is my toxic yaoi darkshipping 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 i dont want to admit the ship but💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 theh match eachothers freak very well 💔💔💔💔💔💔 in media the main character even says they're obsessed with eachother 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

what a yaoiful day today has been. they need to get me off the toxic yaoi however

we do have to see if my favorite fanfic updated though i miss it

i think we arent reading any more fanfiction for the next week that kinda fucked me up

okay i think i need to find a different fanfiction and never read or speak of this thing again....... it 😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧

the most. jaw droppibg fanfic of my lofw. i KNOW what i signed up for B IT OH MY GOF NEVER HAS A FANFIC HOOKED ME THIS HARD. JUST this chapter and we LEAVE

i was bored today and searched up what color blood a specific element would make and by my very quick googling i have learned that zinc theoretically could make white colored blood

nymph is likely to abandon account lwk i need to stop being so reliant on this being an outlet

lwk wish we had family cause i could go stay with them for a couple months!!!! but no!!! moms side has NOTHING fathers side is. horrible. and dads side is in the same state in an arguably worse place, like we have my aunt and thats it 🙁 i need to sleep and cry more

God i wish i could just take all these tests over and over until they give me that damn piece of paper and not give me ALL THIS BULLSHIT WAH we're looking for our options cause thats a tomorrow thinh

i dont have any physical pain other than my head hurting but i feel like im in a daze, ive heard about people with brain tumors acting weird and feeling wrong but i cant jump straught to 'i have a brain tumor'

i feel like i need to go to an urgent care but im scared we dont have insurance and think of how much its going to cost if something is wrong

i felt like i was dying sraight up like there has to be an issue in my body and its manifesting in me being terrified of people

i either had the worst panic attack of my life or something is wrong in my body and i dont know what

im so tired but i cant just sleep

i am so physically week i dint know how ik alive rn

is there guchiry bsky or is everyone twitter only 🙁

forgot to mention the cult thing to my therapist today and likeeeee what do i do for the next week???? who brings up to their mom with teigious trauma that they are likely to start a cult in the near future

book im reading at least taught me that svarog (hsr) has is an oxymoron wdym you're named after a sky god and you liek. just underground. imagine

book im reading uses the wrong spelling of kyiv to review this as 2 stars