Shit is SO bad right now, my job cut hours hard. My credit is dogshit. But I got a cool dress on clearance at Target (even though they hate me too I guess??). Yet, for right now I have everything I need. TDZ on Monday, and waking up next to the love of my life tomorrow. So I love your 2nd rate pod.
I'm not going to buy your bathwater, stalk or any of that crazy shit, but you recently referred to yourselves as second rate in jest. I just wanted to throw a little ice on that, because I sincerely believe if I was sitting in silence that night, had some other pod on, I probably wouldn't write this
I'm hoping that before I'm a wrinkly ballsack I can move forward and get on hormones, buy new clothes etc. Aside from having her, who has been nothing but a fucking rock for me, I had at least a parasocial group of people there, filling the silence between my gasps for air that night.
She's not into girls, and has stuck with me through everything. I haven't fully jumped in yet (we poor, boobs expensive), but I wear what I want at home, I talk how I want, and everyone who I love knows at least. I view voting red as an act of violence towards me and several people I now know.
My mom told me I was like "The boxer who does it" and I just liked it during sex. Boomers, am i right? My girlfriend cried, friend cried over discord. A lot of crying. I wasn't great when I woke up, but fuck life was so much easier. SO much easier. I at least was able to talk and be honest.
I don't know why, what it was, but I heard Jack laugh and it made me laugh and I said fuck it. GF came home & I just told her everything. Then told my best friend who I've know since diapers, we got clean together (Lindsay Lohan's dad helped us lol) Then my mom.
5.24.23 Blake was a guest, and I don't remember the content, but I remember the day. I sat there for the entire episode crying and just being afraid. Lose someone I love at least as much as heroin, I think (idk it was pretty cool tbh) has always been there. I adore her. Parents, childhood friends.
2yrs ago, I have a mental break (first ever?), can't do it. Decide to off myself in the shower. Put on the @dailyzeitgeist.bsky.social and turn the shower on. Gf's at work. Starring at a .45 acp (i *hate* guns) that I got for "home defense" (i lied). Hyperventilating, full break, can't keep going
Late 20s, living with my gf, hiding it from her. She thinks I'm cheating on her because she found a dress. I'm besides myself and can't tell her. Let it simmer for 2 years? Keeps getting brought up, she's hurt, I'm hurt. EVERY bday I say I'm going to transition. Waking up on a good day is awful.
Flash Forward to college, life hurts. I'm stealing lip gloss from parties just to have SOMETHING. Too shy to buy clothes, and a powerlifter jock socially. Heroin was a better option made me feel "normal" temporarily and god I loved it I'd do it and hide in my room. Oops, bad option actually. Clean.
I've been trans since I can remember, even if in the early 90s I didn't have a word to express it. I just remember going to bed in 3rd grade crying and begging god to let me wake up as a girl, or Baby Spice (lol) and crying waking up, telling my parents that God doesn't listen or care about me.
I'm *10* years off drugs and substances as of June 24th, went out to dinner with my gf of 8yrs this Aug to 'celebrate' tonight. Around 2ish yrs ago I turned off all my devices, said goodbye to everyone with a copy pasted message and left a note to my gf while she was at work. I was ready to leave.
@jackob1.bsky.social - A THREAD [probably] about @dailyzeitgeist.bsky.social -I purposely have no RLs on Blusky, I promise I'm not a lone wolf nutjob (mostly). Just finished an episode, catching up before work tomorrow and wanted to share this because the world's empathy tank feels like we're on E.
CNN getting paid to stay silent
Someone explain why #Elon is the *first* person to go after Trump in the correct way (and call him an obvious pedo?) #Democrats still doing absolutely nothing, and will likely let Schumer just sleepwalk into midterms and capture absolutely zero votes while they try to "get the middle." .. IDIOTS.
What won't #cnn #msnbc #foxnews or anyone else just report directly on the very clear obvious reason #luigi committed murder
Is there no one worried about a #falseflag coming in the near future to help #Trump consolidate power and have the people fall in line? The more I think about it, the more it makes sense for him and it's not like he is above it. I'm not normally a conspiracy person but there is precedent
If we don't ID him, how do we name our children after this modern day Robin Hood
Username:CheechNBong
#Activision: Banned for promoting drugs
Also Activision: Here kids, give us money for this literal BONG SKIN
#Blizzard #cod #blackops6 #blops6 #xbox #pc #console
Don't forget #UHC allowed their systems to go down that paid small practices and doctors, and once they were cash strapped, #uhc comes in and buys the practice. Rest in piss bozo
My laptop has 2 USB ports 😭
I think Duncan warned #Rogan back in the day accurately about dark powers infiltrating his circle and using his platform. At this point, he's a right wing podcaster that does stand up and MMA on the side. His influence alone has made my life considerably worse and he would deny his impact.
We've proven voters are stupid numerous times now
#UHC #CEO was fine letting millions of people's life saving, life altering claims get denied for profit but now the NYPD wants help from those very people who were affected to find the killer? Nah I'M GOOD. Hope he gets to the border and dips. #healthcare
#Twitter literally #banned the account of #Ukraine 's military lmao #Elon is absolutely not suckling the teet of every world leader he can to gain influence. If he wasn't a billionaire I'd pity him for being so transparently lonely and lost.
But we got the sixth annual PATRIOT AWARDS so everything balances out...or something lol
Look at me, we are the press now
He literally doesn't care about anything except what Peter Thiel tells him to care about
