Started treating myself to the occasional gel manicure and I fucking love it missed having fab nails but doing it myself regularly was eating my spoons.

They look amazing you did a stunning job! 😍

Argh sorry I missed you, had a family event line up with today so couldn't attend the meet/animalz. 💔

Getting ready for a family party (21st) tonight. Its toy story themed however the host/mother of the bday girl has requested i bring my fursuit as a costume and just be a giant cuddly toy cat.

Getting drunk with the family in suit, oh this will be fun! 🤣

Thank you gorgeous, she had a long full life and gave me purpose after mum passed and think she knew her duty was done. Age crept up on her fast these last few months and after seeking much advice and a health turn this weekend it seemed the time to let her rest. It sucks but I was very lucky. 💜

At 11:15am my little madame Tiffany at nearly 20 years old had to cross the rainbow bridge. Been with us since I was a teen and kept me going and moving through the loss of my mum. Sadly age crept up on her fast and after a scary turn this weekend the decision was made. Rest well my little lady. 💜

Oh god yesss! Playing housewife and business assistant for you whilst raising dog children and taking countryside trips!?!?! I'd actually weep with joy.

I own my flat now so in a few years when I can sell it without paying the reduction back i can swoop in and clear some mortgage also. 😘

You live in a dream and its majestic. Just let me know when your ready to accept my lavender marriage proposal my love. 💜💜💜

I genuinely hate how now when I see anything fun or creative that I think is cool, I have to check the tags, the comments and the page to see if its Slop before I give it a like, how have we reached this point so fast.

We need a law that AI has to have a watermark or some shit.

Feel sorry for myself, its just a bitter pill, alone, in agony, barely able to walk to the kitchen, I love myself more than I ever have but my body is at war with what life demands and its just a gut punch to have that reminder after such a high.

To be my best self but sometimes it really sucks to be given such a visceral reminder that I will never be able to manage what my peers and friends can and that my life will always be limited and have reduced options, I can "fake it" for a weekend but its a faustian bargin. Not trying to...

Urgh I've been doing so well with my health work I have moments where I do actually forget im broken. Had an amazing weekend kept up well only to end up with my legs swelling up, body wracked with pain and basically bed bound for a day and a half now. Im never gonna stop fighting and working...

Honestly older I get the more im like, " hey girlie, lavender marriage?" Because fucking men....

STUNNING!!! 😍

Honestly I really think cishet men should have thier own public toilets. I dont know what these beasts do in there but every time I have to use one its fucking harrowing and vile.

Won't get in to details but just used one where I was so close to just turning and using the ladies. Fucking monsters.

Keep catching myself over engaging strangers like old folk do in shops or wittering on to callers. Really do think I either have to look at living with a friend in the future or putting myself out there to date, I need more regular company in my life it would seem. 🤣

Its weird the things you miss, coming up on 3 years this June since mum passed and the thing im finding keeps coming around is not having that person to call/see throughout the week and just chat with. Vent frustrations back an forth, general chit chat just that companionship we had...

Same, help me id every illness and quirk I need the labels and diagnoses so I can tackle this wretched shell I inhabit!!! 🤣

Its the fucking dream! No more lists of symptoms, bouncing back and forth between GPS, fighting your corner every time. Just the wave of a scanner or a few mins in a machine and *bing* here's what's going on! 😭🤣

You know in sci-fi how its the spaceships and weapons and energy sources etc that people think are cool? My broken ass just looks in wonder at the idea of medical scanners, the absolute fantasy of stepping into an easily accessible machine and having all my shit flagged up is the dream. 🤣😭

Jesus did I have a rough Feb, high fatuige then caught that awful virus going around at the furmeet, week and a half trapped in bed diet and exercise out the window then high fatuige recovery period but back on my feet now and easing into things.

Feeling positive despite the set back. 😁

Oh babe, not the same but i share frustrations. I've hit such a wall with muscle building at the gym and over exertion because ✨️disabled✨️ despite creatine and high protein so dr wants me to get a hormone check, if it turns out I've been battling high E or low T all this time im gonna scream. 🤣

So im not there yet but getting close, for years now I've been toying with the name Rowan Jones. Rowan feels more gender neutral and has big pagan elements but has the same cadence as Ryan so won't feel unfamiliar. Jones is my mother's maiden name because ✨️ daddy issues ✨️. 🤣

I am determined to get a black pair! Have to keep an eye out as my finances should be stable in a couple of months! 😍 (ya bitch is having the kitchen redone!)

Cut off from her senses and still looking healthy or hold out and give her more time until the signs are much clearer. Im absolutely torn and have no idea which is the kinder of the two options. 💔

Months im gonna have the kitchen redone and possibly some building works changing the layout of the flat, all that vibrating from tools, strange new smells and change of locations could stress her over the edge. Im just trying to figure out if its better to let her go now before she's completely...

To try and hold the decline back but with it coming on so rapidly he thinks its purely age and time till she's completely deaf/blind. Trouble is she's safe and peaceful when she sleeps or has a bit of fuss, doesn't seem in pain or like she's losing her coat and falling apart. But in a couple of...

And i have to place her right in front of it or move her to her sleeping spot, she sleeps all the time now in one safe spot only waking to eat or have a few mins of fuss. She's had a couple of litterbox misses as well. Vet says it seems like her body is winding down, we could do supplements...

Her vision and hearing have been failing and she's not really responsive to sound and has moments of slightly better vision then next to nothing where she's feeling and smelling her way around, reaching out for where she remembers chair arms etc, she sometimes cant even sniff out her food bowl...

Hey guys, bit of a grim post but anyone here have any experience with having to make a quality of life call with a pet? Could do with some advice.

My cat tiff is gonna be 21 in a couple of months, she stumbles and cant climb anymore, can tell her hips are getting creaky, over the last 3 months...

Progress and just repeat appointments for each part of my concerns is the only way I will move forward with ensuring im doing everything possible for my health journey.

Sorry for the rant, just hate how medically stranded I feel. 😅