This is honestly helping me a lot rn I'm going to eat soon and the anxiety rip lol but truly I appreciate you ty friend 💜

I might switch to my main and make it more recovery focused everyone clap 🥹

This is a scene right out of a novel 😭 how special tho

Sorry for unloading a lot on the dash tonight. I'm back to normal now I just needed a quick breakdown and tbh this is the safest place I have for that rn 💜✌️😔

I feel so bad for people who later find out their tattoo is ai I would cry and cry and then commit arson

Although each time I relapse I get better at the ortho-r part so like that does bother me I would like to live a life that includes gas station nachos thanks

Trying to sleep and getting scared that I'll never enjoy food again 😒 so that's fun 😒 I know it's bullshit too bc eventually I'll cycle around to binging i know my patterns by now

I know I need to just make myself the soup and I'm ready to do that really. Just not tonight I can't handle that tonight.

The only thing I've ever wanted is for someone to heat me up some soup, bring it to me, and tell me it's okay to eat it. It's not like that much of an ask and yet.

Also food sounds so vile and that's really freaking me out and I know not eating must be making it worse I just feel like I can't for some reason 💀

Its been 51.5 hrs I really want to eat now but I'm so emotionally wound up and worn out by like at least 4 different things that on their own would be all consuming and like I've gotta be the one to hold it together

Hello friends! I'm Aida 💃

🐛 Caterpillarsky, pls don't report or else ur a hoe
⚰️ She/her, 30 y/o, minors DNI
🦴 Ana, been in IOP x1
🐈‍⬛ Animal lover and fascism hater
🤍 Video games, fiber arts, & poetry
🥀 I'm ur big sister now

AND someone you've been friends with since you were 5 like the betrayal of this is unbelievable okay. My fiance is gutted (he has bpd i can't imagine what this like for him rn) and I'm actually so concerned for him. She told the whole friend group. They've been friends since they were 5!! Wtf.

Part of it is one of them completely made up that we had sex in her bed with her in the room. I'm fucking flabbergasted that's a crazy lie to make up about someone you barely know 💀

I am too livid to talk about how my fiancé's friends are treating him (not that they've ever been anything but cruel to him imo), but at some point i need to because I cannot believe the absolute class-lacking pathetic jealous loser AUDACITY of these hoes

YES good ending lol. I'm all for theft but not against other struggling people, grow up and rob b*st buy or go home

I've been assuming Edsky was really tiny bc I never leave our village

He really turned me into a dork im sorry for all that I usually repress everything I kind of blacked out there dont mind me

Not to prove I love him, I'll let my constant presence over 50 years do that, but bc I want to have 50 years with him

49 hrs i just 💀💀💀💀 dont want anything it all sounds really gross 💀

I want to recover for him how crazy is that having a crush usually makes me wanna starve

About the tuna sandwiches he likes them in thirds bc he thinks theres less crust that way and idk how to tell him that's not really true bc that would ruin his fun so I don't tell him and I cut his sandwich in thirds bc he can't with his dyspraxia.

I'll be honest I knew he'd want me back but it is still a ride. I feel like it's not hard to be patient with bpd bc it's clearly so much worse for him than me like I watch him get full on attacked by his emotions twice a day 💀 i could not handle that you're literally braver than any marine

Sorry to be sappy on main, I was so shocked when he told me why the break happened bc I thought he wanted to date around instead of miss me to the point of being suicidal. And like I was cool with that if it kept him safe. But I did not see this coming lmao

It's too bad Oscar Wilde isn't around to write my vows bc idk how impressive they're going to have to be lol

"Didn't know I meant it when I said it" bromeo I moved to England for you I ate british food for you I dont know how else to show you. I called us Jack and Rose I sent pics of us to a photo kiosk as a valentine's day surprise for you since we'd be apart. I don't picture a future without him in it.

Like i knew bpd was a bit irrational with the rejection sometimes (pour one out for all the bpd baddies) but like dude I did not know the extent 💀 I make him tuna sandwiches every day and cut them into thirds is he so fr rn. Like im not mad bc I get it's his emotions attacking him but that sucked

It was 2 days and mainly happened bc he thought I didn't love him 💀 I compared us to the old couple in the notebook, I've *debased* myself for this man with corny shit bc I can't help myself and I'm in love for the first time in a relationship (I PROPOSED HELLO) like I would never guess he didnt kno

He took me back yallllllllll

Tw: BC in b0x3rs
Okay so my thighs are still flabby but like they do look different than last March I'm pretty sure of it?? The more I look the less I see at this point I have no idea 💀 (right is last March like 20 lbs ago fmllllllll)