a screenshot of a tweet by @unicorn17forev1 on twitter which shows her putting an ema plaque at a shinto shrine: It's only April, and we already have 15 injured players—what the hell I can't laugh at this, it's totally abnormal At this point, all we can do is pray to the gods So I went to a shrine and hung up an *ema* with my wish I should’ve gone before the season started 😞 *Ema means…↓

＊絵馬(Ema)are small wooden plaques at Japanese Shinto shrines. People write wishes or prayers on them and hang them on a rack. The shrine later burns them to send the messages to the gods.

the astros are playing so bad they have japanese fans doing shinto prayers for the starting rotation

Getting drunk on fernet before my mom comes over to eat lasagna. Grief is weird

I’d like to have a bender of alcohol and tattoos but my schedule is too busy for that

This just means Hollywood needs to make more Westerns

My dad apologized to me several times for his dying “taking so long” lol

The amount of people who refused to believe that his cancer was terminal was absurd. And very hurtful to me. If someone says they or a loved one is terminal, please do not try to convince them otherwise

Sleeping orange cat curled up

She is so hard asleep on my lap. I want to get up but I also don’t want to wake her

Cruising and the Hellraiser box set came in today :)

You’ve convinced me to watch it

S/O @mdanderson.bsky.social for being so great. Took great care of my dad and us. The whole care team in the PACU were so amazing. We left a message on the board on dads room but I wish all the night shit people knew how much we appreciated them too

Thank you, John. ❤️ I’ve got Daniel and my whole family, they help a lot

I wish there was a way for me to use what I’ve learned to help others but pancreatic cancer is silent until it’s far too late.

My dad passed away today. I don’t know when it will feel real

I’m so tired I thought my dads PCA said “cake” to me

I’m very excited to see these loser American conservative Catholics finally have to reckon with their faith vs patriotism. Some will schism and I say “adios motherfucker” don’t forget to sign yourself with holy water on the way out

Hey so what the fuck is going on with Trump and the fucking pope????

Papa, just say the word and I’ll Crusade against the heretical US government

And now Phil Garner. May he rest in peace

A TV screen showing the Janus Films logo, but the text instead says Anus Milfs. This joke is aimed directly at my cinephile oomfs who would be familiar with Janus, and is intended to cause them psychic damage.

Very deeply weird knowing that Ben Sasse very likely is currently seeing the same oncologist my father is. I could have passed by him and not even realized it

This past year it has been frustrating to me when people didn’t understand that when I say “terminal stage 4 cancer” that they think there’s a chance of a good outcome? I’ve been enjoying every single moment with my father that I can but I can’t blind myself from the truth

All of them just seething with hatred for each other. And they record it for the world? To what end? Idk

I just found out about the podcast “the necessary conversation” that whole family is sick in the head. I’m obsessed

Closeup of Mama Cat

I’ve got an orange girl too. People assume she’s male

I am once again complaining about med center parking pricing

KD Lang at the Denny’s got me FEELING things

Losing GOST fucking sucks. Rip

After reading this I checked TFSC job openings. An investigator opening with 50% travel based in Austin is offering $43k/year. Lmao this state is a clown show

I’m so fucked if I need emergency medical care. I live in the energy corridor and memorial Hermann is now out of network 🫩 I HATE THIS COUNTRY

Your French knots are so tidy!

I want to exist out of my body for an hour or so