LITERALLY WHO I WAS THINKING OF WHEN I POSTED THIS LMAO I hateeeeee Jax with a burning passion LOL

It makes me so sad that female characters are held up to a way higher standard than male characters 😔😔😔

WHO CARES WHO CARES WHO CARES!!! GRRRRRR!!!!! I KNOW MY TRUTH NOW STOP WORRYING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!!!!!!

Considering a potential price slash on my comms in the future.... I'd like to get more comms to keep me busy during art block and I havent been getting much work 😔 I also might just need to work on improvement too which I understand!!

Thinking about how in fandom, the majority will gravitate towards a shitty male character and even justify his actions meanwhile a female character does something slightly wrong and suddenly she's the devil 😒

Okay low-key still feel a little weird about it but I'm trying to not let it get me down 😩

Lexapro helping me win the idgaf war!!!!! YAHOO 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺💊💊💊💊💊

Actively fighting my OCD from making me think I'm the world's biggest chud bc of this LOL. BACK!!! BACK I SAY!!!!! 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺

Guhhhh ty Anna 😭😭😭

Guhhh apparently there are people who think I'm copying someone else's y/u/m/e s*na... This was high key a big fear of mine.... I was happy I got to clear the air with the person bc it's not the case AT ALL(and honestly it's a huge relief to be able to explain myself) but lowkey krilling myself LOL

Im old I don't get spring break 😔 LMAO

Whyyy am I so burnt out and depressed. What the helly

I don't think this is a problem meds can fix... This is an issue on a fundamental level

My family really only cares if I'm happy and healthy but I still feel like I'm letting everyone down- especially myself. I only chose to pursue animation because, well I didnt have much passion for anything else. I wasn't built for this world, I fear.

I should probably just finally accept that I don't have the mindset to work in the animation industry. I'm not competitive, I only wanna draw fanart all the time, I don't particularly want to work outside of designated work hours... Time to pack it up LOL

Yeaaaaaaa... It's just hard to keep up with things nowadays..

Social media!!

Low-key wanna nuke all my socmed and just keep to myself and friends LOL idk if I'm burnt out or what but being online just isn't that fun anymore!!

Oooo did not know!! Thank you!

Sure! I have to dig into it a bit more but this is one of the initial posts I saw about it. Really trying not to spiral about all this haha!

x.com/AFpost/statu...

A lot of stuff coming in from the Epstein files that came out a few days ago! Some real nasty shit in there so do be warned!

I FORGOR THAT WAS A THING IT HELPED A LOT TY LOL

While one part of me is thriving from the attention the Hugh art is getting rn I'm also getting burnt out from notifs LOL

Nah it's not that. It's just hard to for OC content to get noticed 👊😔 that's any site but Tumblr feels especially difficult lol

Posting to Tumblr feels like this sometimes I swear!! Tough crowd!!

Sometimes it feels like there's something wrong with me fundamentally as a person 😭

Idk maybe I'm just sensitive 🙃 it's hard finding that balance of trying to take a joke vs jokes happening all the time so it gets annoying

I know teasing is all in good fun but coming from both friends and family is starting to wear on my soul a bit lol

I came across some old vent art from high school. Bro... That shit is so embarrassing 😭😭😭

No acception or rejection yet- chat, should I end it all?

If they don't, I won't be upset but I will feel goofy LOLLLL