pov: you're making history. you're working with the most advanced technology in the world. outlook still doesn't fucking work.

A digital photograph of a Laios Figma action figure from Dungeon Meshi. He is lying on his stomach on a book, looking at an illustration of Chilchuck.

Important reading material

hot take maybe but i don't think i like the incredibles very much. it's fine? the family drama and the deteriorating marriage all feels very "old" to me, and the actual super hero stuff just isn't very much fun. the first half of the movie's okay but after the plane gets shot down I get kinda bored.

I know it's kind of the funny meme phrase but I am being so unbelievably fucking sincere right now: never kill yourself.

Spent most of the day crying because I was overwhelmed by way of throwing myself headfirst into a series of experiences I'd never had before and didn't know what to anticipate or how to prepare. I was also so, so unbelievably happy almost the entire time.

internet: [argues about whether "it's giving (whatever)" is an acceptable use of the English language]
me, scrolling through the comments with a thousand-yard stare: three different people said "bet" to me today when I gave them assistance

genuinely it drives me so nuts when people shit on characters for being "whiny" when they're going through traumatic events

sitting on the gym steps beside my fourteen-year-old self and reciting all the lyrics to dashboard confessional's the shade of poison trees

glimpses into a life where I wasn't so scared all of the time: maybe I talked to them more, maybe we became friends, maybe I stuck with lighting for after-school theatre for more than one production, maybe I followed the joy and the whimsy early enough in life to find a calling worth aspiring to...

thinking about how in high school the only thing I was ever a part of that I even remember anymore was getting to work the lights for an after-school theatre production...

I was... awkward. unpopular. I didn't make any friends, but I still look back on that time fondly.

(sighing wistfully at Nyreen as I start up the Omega DLC) it's a good thing Aria's a jealous little bitch who told me i couldn't bring Garrus to this mission. he might feel threatened by how badly I want Nyreen to like me.

The Council: Sometimes spectres have to make sacrifices. I hope you'll be willing to do that when the time comes.
Commander Shepard: Oh, what was that? Send the fleet in to save the Destiny Ascension and the Council within? Wow, I would love to, but I think I have to sacrifice that particular ship.

forever having a sensible chuckle over the bit in ME1 where you ask Ashley if her distrust of aliens is gonna be a problem and she says "if you tell me to kiss a turian, I'll ask which cheek" and Shepard goes "I don't think kissing turians will be necessary"

very funny as a Garrusmancer

(watching Smurfs 2025)

by proving that there is a vacuum that exists outside of Art, we must conclude that Art itself exists

I've been replaying the Mass Effect trilogy, which I adore greatly. I'm very happy to be replaying it from the beginning and making all the same choices I always make because that's how I like it and I have fun seeing it the same way every time.

But boy, I really hate Feros. What a terrible level.

kind of want to make a physical photo album of my cats... my photos are all so spread out over so many services and hard drives, now. it would be nice to have something that isn't as likely to just disappear forever on me.

why did they make kristoff so hot? like honestly

"love is an open door" is the best disney villain song no i won't be taking questions

Pro-tip: not sleeping all day would have helped.

I have so many things I want to watch and listen to, how am I ever supposed to have enough time for all this

bought a ticket to a drag show later this month because... idk, just because? because i'm thirty five and i've spent so long being afraid to live my life that i feel like i've barely done anything. i want to go places, i want to do things. i want to live while i'm alive.

YOOOOOO he said he'd watch it regardless of whether or not he did a video on it because he thought it looked like it rocked.

If nothing else I have gotten at least one more person to watch this dumpster fire and that's something to be proud of.

Just the other day I stumbled across a fairly new channel doing videos in that style. Dude is hilarious, I love his videos; he has barely any views or subscribers yet.

I just pitched the movie in question to him for a future subject of one of his videos.

I really enjoy youtubers who do sort of "funny commentary about bad movie" videos. There's a specific bad movie I've never seen one of them talk about that I would love a video in that style about.

me: i'm gonna write a chapter fic
me: i'm gonna watch evangelion
me: i'm gonna re-read dungeon meshi
me: i'm gonna re-watch dungeon meshi
also me: wait there are how many hours in a day?

highly recommend putting on classic Backstreet Boys and *NSYNC while making dinner and just singing that shit and dancing around the kitchen because who the fuck cares anymore

i would like to formally apologize to everyone who ever left me a lovely comment on ao3 during my dunmesh era. i replied to like zero of them because of the horrors you see.

i am making an effort to change; i hope someday i can post another dunmesh fic and say as much

the fact that they made a playmobil movie and it apparently sucks is such a personal attack on me directly

is there such a thing as a 90s club? I've never really been to a club but I would change that in a second if I could just jam out to the albums I had as a kid