april 18

915 cals
4454 steps

not like, the best day ever but it's a start

ik we're all on mentally ill dot com so there's bound to be trauma and pain, but i sincerely wish the best for all my moots & oomfs. u guys are so kind, funny, supportive, & creative and deserve to be happy & fulfilled

new job is Goin. our sleep schedules are fucked rn lol

612/1000 cals

so far so good today but it's the nights that have been killing me

RACCOON..... I love

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keeping this simple, gonna start it with tomorrow's stuff

daily cals, steps, and exercise

shooting for 800 but under 1000 is good

purple flowers

late april log

I need to start counting calories again I need to lose weight so bad

thank you sooo much!

fiance and I have been together for 3 years as of yesterday!!! they got me flowers and strawberry protein shakes and angel food cake and strawberries 😭

been an alright couple of days, food wise. Hopefully getting back into the groove of things

m0dding $ kyr1m on pc takes FOREVER

okay we're having friends over I'm Def drinking lol

might drink? I feel bad bc it's a Monday, but it's fiances weekend and we were wanting to do a bonfire

doin good so far today, tho I'm kinda junkorexic-ing it. had veggie steak tips with fries for lunch and probably gonna have hal0 t0p for dinner

fiances first night at the new job!! I'm kinda anxious idk why. Just a lot of big changes to the schedule

689/800 cals

did pretty good yesterday, actually, and didn't drink either :D

AGH my therapist is gonna be out of the office til MAY. my substitute therapist better have availability this week bc i really need it lowkey

between the news about the baby and the fight we had a few weeks ago I really think me n fiance need to see a couples therapist 😮‍💨 I love them so much but our communication isn't great and our fights, while infrequent, have gotten worse and then there's the shit about bug's genealogy and yea

thank you very much. yeah this has been a lot, we're pushing thru tho

i ask, "how could u tell i was neurodivergent" & i'm looking at u like this

hhhh. starting TOMORROW I will be LOCKED IN

Screenshot of a Twitter exchange in which user @kimerrikin notes that the city of Lynchburg VA declared April 7 2008 to be Leland Melvin Day, and Leland Melvin (@Astro_Flow) thanking them for reminding him.

Happy Leland Melvin day to all who celebrate. 💚

this whole thing is really hurting my fiance. it feels bad

i just feel like the general attitude toward addicts here is pretty negative and kind of reductive and I'm not a fan, but I can't say I can put it much more specifically than that. just saying as a recovering addict we're not one dimensional