Why do I feel so sad rn 😭

We reported the crack in the ceiling literally in August (it’s from our plumbing getting backed up and coming out the sink on the second floor and leaking) and the landlord kept pushing off fixing it and now 😭😭

Wake up call lol

How goose was laying under my desk today

Like sometimes I wish I was bit more compromising in general but I’m also proud of myself for like actually living my life to my feminist values of my childhood

Today in therapy I talked about how a lot of my values in a relationship that I’m completely unwilling to compromise on come from feminism, social justice and equality and it’s literally so true

I need to go to the Baltic countries again in 2027

I get that. It’s probs popular with like a specific type of person 😭😭

I’ve read books that are objectively Not Good in that sort of department but I still want to finish them because I want to know what happens / they are interesting in some way / have an interesting concept. It’s a bit of a guilty pleasure in a way. I just don’t recommend them to anyone haha

This is the most Amanda sentence I’ve ever said

When you want to sign up for a sewing class but it overlaps with your basket weaving class so you can’t

"Why don't Americans ________?"

For the same reason the Russians don't. Or people from any other country where a corrupt government routinely murders citizens.

Love just like clocking into work as I’m worrying about the world exploding into nuclear warfare

Might’ve napped between 6:30-10pm who knows

There is a content creator I liked who has slowly been becoming more religious over the years and I’m just annoyed with the righteousness that they have. Like they discovered the solution to happiness / all problems.

People who “find God” as adults are lowkey the most annoying versions of Christians

Like it was way scarier than the first one

Okay why was the second FNAF movie actually pretty good

It’s not even a bit for me I just say it wrong 😂😂😂 but just know if you ever hear me say it I know it’s not actually cockatoo LOL it’s just like infested my vocal cords as the way to say it

I literally can’t stop myself from
Doing it

Me when I accidentally call the Cocteau Twins the Cockatoo Twins for the 100000th time

- do basket weaving (just signed up for a class)

- make a lot of pasta salad

Things I want to do this spring / summer

- get a propane grill and grill n chill
- more biking
- get better at billiards
- finish my corset
- go to 412 step more often
-bird watching

Made my first pasta salad of 2026 it’s time

I think it could be worth it tbh???

I was about to read this book last fall because it’s a “reality tv show with a twist” sort of book…. Yikes to hear that 😬

I’m so sore from line dancing 😭😭 I usually leave at 8:30 but I stayed to the end this time. What 3.5 hours of dancing does to ya LOL

I never can decide if I want to shower before or after line dancing. Like if I already am a little smelly I don’t want to get hella smelly while dancing. But I get hella sweaty while dancing so I just have to shower again after. It’s a struggle.

I KEEP FORGETTING TO EAT LUNCH