This is when I'm not undergoing pleiotropy in underground environments 🪱

"Oh I get it now!"
↖️Does not get it

🔁every 3 days til you learn a something

Treat the food! make it feel nice

Would anyone like it if I turned into a worm? perhaps a snake?

Sampo is Finnish folktale construct of plenty, the stuff maker! Just don't place it within the labyrinth clockwork mechanism at the bottom of the world or all we know will be transmuted to gold...

Ok! here's the Sampo, just don't let them complete the work with it, ok?

I'm embarrassingly carnless, would wanted ethereally do?

Another Poolrooms draw-over but with my OC hanging out with @vicjonhh.bsky.social 's OC Loote ! SQUISHY TIGHS

I love reason, Its so cool I can feel better about my problems by thinking them through and working to find solutions.

how do u make a good one...? ó^ò

Anyway hi i have enormous neurodivergence and I'm sick an fucking tired of masking it, I hate the idea of normal, It served me at one point maybe but no longer does.

I want authenticity, I want to love what deserved to be loved and nurture what could be better.

🌱 <- Grow like this dude.

Skepticism is normal of course, recognizing and addressing real harm even with anger is still important, but stabbing confusion and struggle doesn't help them.

If your mentality toward those faults is essentially "Just be normal (like me!)" its worth considering you may just be a new kind of bigot.

This applies internally and externally, requiring In-authenticity as a prerequisite to civility is about as close to unintentional psychological torture as you can get imo.

Not because civility is mandatory, Its that retracting it for ignorance sake is malevolent, assuming the worst isn't helpful.

Eventually It goes off in your pocket long after you forgot about it, left to pick up the pieces and wonder what happened.

In-authenticity requires energy input, If you then don't release it in a controlled manner you cant be that surprised when it stops being inert and controlled, like a bomb.

Can the worsts parts of yourself be loved?
Is meeting wrong with rage really the only answer to faults?

I'm not so certain anymore learning to love yourself means pushing down your authenticity, speaking from experience its like building an emotional pipe bomb with no plan or idea of how to use it.

It may be silly but I believe acceptance its a practice thing, and I believe in u!

Jesus, they weren’t bloody joking.

I think it would be cool if I could post on here but not in text and words, just in barks and squeaks and growls and rumbles.

Vague animal noises of no clearly identifiable source, not even my own vocal chords, just animl postin....

I think it would also just be okay if I changed inexplicably forever, I think.

Like molting but in shedding that old skin every blemish goes with it.

Its not and never that simple, of course.
But perhaps in a dream or minecraft I would drink the mindwipe, maybe that'd just be easier.

They should create a new kind of sleep but voluntary and indefinite until you specifically make the choice to return, I need to disappear mysteriously for months and suddenly return once ive gotten all the sand out of my skull, this might fix me.

Im fine, to be clear, just spent.

Keep an open mind: Because ignorance and ambivalence bred from ignorance is a terrible curse. Seek to understand and lift others up, be compassionate, care without be asked to, think critically, attempt to know yourself and then your kin, if you care to.

My personal philosophy, I now know i've carried with me in some way for decades, one thats grown and changed along with me that Im only now started to reconnect with after losing contact for the majority of my adult life, Said as succinctly as I currently can, is essentially just: Keep an open mind.

Dont forget about the final secretest ingredientest ingredient... 1 ton concrete tile.

Beep squeak n' snurr...

If they're lucky! If they succumb to the BB... it only gets stronger (fatter) :3

Only the most resilient of connoisseurs may brave the bog and return... the same...

Bless, the blueberry bog is bountiful this season....

This also goes hand in hand with “doing good is more important than being good”. Goodness is not a thing you attain then rest on, AND doing bad things does not prevent you from doing good things or learning to do good things.