idk. anyway i’m tired. so tired. everything hurts. just want it to be a little easier all round. for all of us.

and then i hate myself for being so ungrateful despite still being here and having got by with so much help from online friends and i wish i could return it a million times. even social said i need to get better asking for help cos it’s not my fault i’m like this. i feel too many things

i wish we had a bath so i could wash regularly and independently.
i need therapy to hurry. i feel so defeated and beyond help so much of the time.
i miss people.

like i just don’t feel safe and secure at all.
i need safe housing, i wish we could afford our own place so we aren’t violated and intruded upon. i want to live in an accessible home so i can go outside.
i wish i were strong enough to walk and move around.
i wish my meds weren’t so extortionate.

it’s stunted me. my life is a before and after and it is hard to navigate this new life. because this is forever and i have to somehow make it work.
i have to make it.
i have to survive.
but what kind of life is this? i want to do more. i want to be better. i want to help.

it’s so difficult to navigate even day to day, hour to hour when you have chronic illnesses. because the symptoms are constant. how do i do anything? how do i make a life when i can barely make conversation because i’m so internally overwhelmed by my body’s activities? it’s severely overwhelming

i’ve been offline for days and i’ve still nothing in me. i’m sorry.

just back to give myself a share if anyone sees and can share this too please. i need help generally with all sorts of essentials for me and the cats.

i’m disabled and mostly homebound. my disability support is still in review.

“do u want a carer?” well yeah of course i do but i don’t wanna waste anybody’s time when they can help others and idek what i’d have them to do bc i hate asking and needing help i just feel so overwhelmed and scared and i wish i were a person that was real and attached to reality

social care visit over and its basically “oh but you’re so young, we don’t want you to lose your independence” and like yeah obviously me neither mate i wish i weren’t at home unable to even clean up my room without causing more pain and fatigue and i’m trying and idk what
to do

Put the $5 I had in...
& headed to the appointments...
Won't have enough gas to get home though. Please if anyone can help I would be so appreciative

$5/$30 anything helps
linktr.ee/divineanddel...

i’ve been offline for days and i’ve still nothing in me. i’m sorry.

just back to give myself a share if anyone sees and can share this too please. i need help generally with all sorts of essentials for me and the cats.

i’m disabled and mostly homebound. my disability support is still in review.

here’s some of our recent sales. thank you so very much; it’s incredible 🥹💓

i’m a queer, disabled homebound jewellery maker.

if you’re in the UK it would mean the world if you come check us out. myself and my carer make pretty things

please come enjoy 25% off 💖💫
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oh holy shit

it's 420 and your boy has been out of weed for like a week

FIX IT

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this is the link to amazon gift cards where you can add my email and hopefully that will work?

amzn.eu/d/0316UkK7

and a link to food gift card

amzn.eu/d/0istxLiK

my email is mashonmytomatoes@proton.me

i’m disabled and mostly homebound. any amount will help us stay fed and get essentials ❤️‍🩹🙏

can anybody help with a food gift cards please? i’m sorry to ask but we’ve little in and i’ve no spoons to attempt cook anything. had bloods yday and social care today and my carer is sick it would be so much easier to order but i have only £12 for the month for food.

please help?😩😭❤️‍🩹

close up of me lying on my side bed . ass . legs in fishnets . feet in strappy gold snakeskin platform heels

okay so this isn’t working alright bye

$390 to go! that’s 39 people with $10, maybe even 10 with $39. send what you can please (:

good morning! no movement overnight but still hopeful!!

$390 left to clear this!! can we try to cut that by half this weekend? anything heIps!!

$120/$120 phone bill
$0/$200 utilities
$110/$500 my part of rent

i feel like my spine is made out of barbed wire

Keep Hope Alive: a Gaza Giving Circle We are a team of volunteers in the US and UK, led by two sisters passionate about helping our friends on the ground keep their families and neighbors alive with food, water, & shelter. We saw that…

You know what this is: one link to help six families & a camp of fifteen more. Current emergencies: a family losing their home, another facing eviction on Monday, a little girl needing a wheelchair and transport to the hospital, a lot else.

Click "weekly" on a five!

Boost! 💕💸🍉

Moon Bunny, Froggy and Mushroom Carbon Fiber Foldable Walking Stick Pre-Order!!

It costs 0$ to Repost a Black disabled queer small business! It could lead to my next sale.

Here's new patterns for my carbon fiber foldable walking sticks! Each pattern needs to meet their goals so I can make them a reality!! Or I'll have to refund them.

Store: Bibipins.com

dragons is so fun omgg

Dragon Convertible Bags in green and red

It costs 0$ to Repost a Black disabled queer small business! It could lead to my next sale.

These dragon convertible bags can be worn as a backpack, crossbody bag, waist bag and can be hooked up to a wheelchair & other mobility aids!! They are high quality!

Store: Bibipins.com

please go support dai and get yourself some homemade infused snacks. in time for 4/20 too!😋🍪🍃

If you order now they should arrive just in time for the 4/20 holiday celebration! Hmu dnt miss out!!

Not to toot my own horn or anything but these brownies and cookies while basic are also fabulously dosed and executed and if you were ever looking for a trustworthy source of adult baked goods I think you’ll love mine! There’s soooo many reviews in the quotes if you need a second or third opinion!👋🏾🙏🏾

Cookie sticking up her middle finger in the mirror

Cookie wearing black lipstick holding a joint in her hands

Cookie in the mirror making a funny face

Cookie doing ber self care while holding up the peace sign

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fallon has received almost nothing of their april request and we’re over halfway through the month. please can you help?💕💸