i truely hope u get the help you need, i hope that this lolicon thing is just a phase and u grow out of it, i really do

it really hurts to cut ties w them because we helped each other out w mental health issues in the past, truely sad that they have come to this

I miss Mac Miller

i think if i was more positive and happy, maybe people would like me more

found out (former) moot is a lolicon :/

im getting worse day by day

i feel like an attention seeker when i talk about whats bothering me in life

i get jealous at the smallest things

sometimes i should just move on and stop thinking there will be anyone someone helping me out of this shithole, i did this to myself

i hate being a sensitive little crybaby

i dont like when i eat and then i lose my appetite while not even being halfway through the meal

i hate when i try to share something about my life with friends and all they do is make fun of it or tell me how much it sucks im crying about how i am somehow never good enough for anyone i dont know what im doing wrong

sometimes it feels like everyone and everything is against me and i dont know how to be happy anymore.

on of my worst dysphorias is that i was never able to wear dresses like this as a child

i hate living where i live
i hate my mother
i hate this body that i live in
i hate the position that im in
i dont want to live like this
i dont know what to do
i just want to be happy

im becoming something like an utsudere but i dont have a love interest so im just depressed

how it feels to listen to dean blunt alone in my room at night:

hii, another little checkout if ur doing fine, hope u do

Golden Goober is stupid. Don’t know what I was thinking

The Golden Goober!!!

im a horrible self pitiful person and i dont know how to be better

happy meow year everynyan

burntfishies suicide was so personal to me, though i know nothing about her. nothing makes me more scared than ending up like her

i hate when pretty people tell me to just be myself and do shit, yeah easy for you to say.
i am ugly as shit, i will be judged and made fun of.

i feel like my life is worsening lately, im watching myself waste away more and more. though i am unsure if i want to get therapy for anything else than hrt.
i hope it gets better but i doubt it.

I am alive and living.

thank u so much !! <3

I just confused some man so hard that he walked out of the bathroom and looked at the signs, because I was in the mens bathroom and he recognized me as a girl, i think that means–

I'M PASSIINGGGGG!!!!!!!!

day in and day out i see pretty and smart people talk about their friends, love and how theyre having fun.
i feel lonely and im scared i will be alone forever