my teacher is this nice old lady who was very chill and casual but concise and also she ranted abt taxes and i was like girl same 😭

ye... this is a better living and i'm a lot happier just delicating creative illustration as a (sometimes paid) hobby

I DROVE!! I SUCK AT TURNING BUT I'M GONNA PRACTICE THAT AND I'LL GET BETTER!!

I DROVE!!!!! BUT I SUCK AT TURNING SO WE'RE GONNA WORK ON THAT TOMORROW!!!!!

like one thing i'd like is if they did an offline ver of ffbe and they kept malphasie in i'd 100% be ok with that. it's still my dream to see seasons 1 and 2 get an offline ver tbh

but even if they did i also wouldn't do anything bc it was in the tos like i know the rights were signed away. but it would just be nice to be acknowledged

on that note i kno ppl say they'd love to see malphasie in future FF but i kinda don't wanna see that bc she was meant for ffbe only, i get zero residuals as i don't own her 😭 if she does show up, i am gonna peddle my ko-fi out bc i don't know how i feel about SE continuously making money off me LOL

and i thought i was a failure for not being a concept art designer (after malphasie, who i was not paid for) or selling art at cons... but... idk i'm lucky i wound up at a stable job i love and wouldn't trade for the world, it's not glamorous but i got insurance and that's all that matters

the person i used to be was so insane. book smart, 3.8 gpa, graduated magna cum laude, passed driving test first try. then as soon as i was out of college i failed photography school and almost crashed on the way to the gym LMAO

but i worked really hard to claw my way out of hell... i can mourn the person i used to be while also being proud of who i am today

trauma-induced amnesia/brain re-wiring from a traumatic experience is one of the most fucked up and weirdest things and i hate how much shame i felt because of it and if anyone feels the same way ur not alone

i have to be real, visiting my brother at the psychiatric ward again that i was in after so many years, JUST before my driving classes, kind of fucked me up rly bad but it did in a way make me realize how far i've come

thank u... when i become the gay that drives i'll be so unstoppable

get in the robot (car) enkou... this is ur shonen arc... or perhaps my yuri arc where i become a car and i drive off with rin...

this is so monumental for me. i haven't driven in over a decade... i'm so scared but i have to be like when setsu decided to become a hunter and change their life i wrote fics about this kind of thing now i gotta step up like they did. i'm being extra delulu about this rn pardon me at this time LOL

thus begins my driving training arc... ita unui-kun will watch over me... i'll do my best, kyokan...

colored it!!

unui-kun practicing karate is so cute 🥹

@charrgacuga.bsky.social shima-kun made friends with the melon man

kuchipatchi rly likes mussels...

setsu got a korairou 💕

moritama and idL are arriving in a few days ohhhhh

could use some help with groceries still in particular we need toilet paper

it’s a great day for transphobes to eat shit

yeah

turns out utsushi, setsuna, and unui-kun all have a collection of hazelnut spreads in their basement. this is the nutella basement squad

i would say for me it's laziness LOL but i'm never taking selfies seriously

come on man.