Thanks ^w^

You're probably right, I was pretty good at headshots compared to him ^^ I know bro hated to see me in nuke town!!

Trina, the dobermann in a navy dress with gold jewelry

Trina in gold and navy ✨ (if it looks off its cos of the anti-ai filter i layered on top, gotta thank wolf, for showing me how to do that ^^)

It is especially when things seen as "masculine" are only okay for afabs to like until they hit puberty, cos I used to skate, wrestle, and play video games with this ex friend until one day he said "shouldn't you be into looking cute instead of beating me in CoD?" Its dumb but sits with me still...

The living tombstone's remix of pinkie pie's smile song playing on my phone

The smile song remix is stuck in my head and this is like my 80th time listening to it this week, time really is a circle cos its been on my playlist since middle school 🤣

Oh def could be a fun rp :3 i guess my purple pup would be the meat between the fox-wich here XD

Listening to Staind makes me feel like when I was still close to my childhood friend and how fun things were back before he started seeing me differently, being able to enjoy things before they became pointlessly gendered...

Maybe if it were mango or lime flavored skittles with chamoy and chile flakes on it that be good 😋 but i'm imagining skittles topped with hot cheeto flakes and yeah idk about that

I miss sleeping the upstairs upstairs neighbors have had some sort of maintenance going on since 5 am that requires hammering i'm on the ground floor and it sounds like they've been banging on my ceiling right above my bed 💜 and this is the offices crew and theyve been called by all of our building

My fav, he looks deranged and this tilt down is hard to do with furry characters cos of the muzzle

The rest of the VERY rough sketches

Just a sketch trying to break my over a week long art block and ill tweak character designs when doing this to push myself out of my comfort zone, this is supposed to be Niko but he looks withered, perhaps a beta design for the AU but idk

Fox fox and fox sandwich sounds like smn i wanna try too... :3

I somehow read it as "I need fox moan loud carnally" and based but with krystal 🤭

Newports for sale (cheaper than a pack irl) on my island

They have them!! Motherfucking Newports!! (I suck at pixel art)

The video I watched by AcidKatz on YouTube goes into it very well (coming from someone who knew nothing about this band before)

Only good thing about insomnia is falling down rabbit holes online, I love learning about esoteric music thats more like an experiment vs a song, a good example is the caretaker's music being about memory deterioration, last night i learned about Bull of Heaven and their extremely long album, on YT

(Left) Ghosted Darkfield monotype clown. (Right) Normal Darkfield clown.

Water based monotype of Pyon and Pex again Same drawing, just rendered the a bit different

More printmaking bullcrap

#monotype #monoprint #printmaking #silly #inkart #watercolor #oc #ocart

My relationship isn't ideal and its taken a long time to see that, truthfully. But if you mean why I left, its due to habit back home I usually would just leave or run away when its too much... I guess some ways to cope never go away

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I really do feel stuck at 14, I left my apartment at night and walked around in the dark and got dragged home and lectured to like I was a child... genuinely felt that same chill down my spine that I felt whenever my mom would punish me and now its all these rules about coming and going...I'm 27 ffs

I knew the truth all along but he hid it so well it felt like kiss when he shot the bullet of reality into my skull, but stupid me this is the truth everyone holds to me eventually some just hide it better, but I really am unlovable and nothing will change the rot in my soul to make me lovable again

Adding this Leo !! He is being tried for his crimes here

Image shows my mii and basilio in a room together that says their having a fun date

I had only played it for 2 hours last night and my mii is speed running this shit with Basilio 😭

I will do my best 💜 I care for you too friend

I think my intuition is shot I had a premonition in a dream completely misread it and saw the telltale sign that I missed a warning sign and am in danger, black butterflies. I only see them when it's something very bad and I saw so many today, last time I saw one I wound up in a car crash...

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Starting to think 6 is an unlucky number in video game franchises, with how long ppl have been waiting for GTA 6 and Persona 6... and then I think about how Far Cry (haven't played it since i'm not into FPS games) has 6 games, while GTA and Persona have been around for 30 years now... wild

Its ok it was a hard convo but needed things are still up in the air but I stood my ground while in sensory overload and honestly am surprised i could but I needed my boundaries respected and they haven't been with this person

Thanks 💜 I may tone down her eyes some more, and honestly yeah the blue makes the design less cluttered and less pinky pie like (i love her but wasn't my intent and the pink and blue and yellow buuut) :3

Fuc fact , if you're avoiding alot emotionally, don't worry cos it'll eventually send you into sensory overload while running errands and everything you wanted to avoid talking about comes out 💜

Full design for my frosted animal cracker giraffe gal, here in color 1 for hair

Color 2

Color 3

Color 4

Pack what color should I make her hair ? 💕 🦒

A comic depicting strykers mother picking him up from school with his sister and being scolded for not hugging her and he relized already that its a lose lose situation for him because he doesn't want to be hugged or hit, or touched at all. The sign for his elementary school depicts school assembly for stranger danger

Touch adversed // Vent

puppy Stryker I wish I could save you

Something i noticed with neurotypical folks is they're often more sensitive to touch rejection than neurodivergent ones, cos the amount of times its been pushed into me since I was a child to let people touch me is frustrating ESPECIALLY with family members. Does blood negate boundaries to NT folks?

Making OCs is fun until you have to do research to make sure things are accurate about their background, I feel like I'm in school again 😔 (trying to build on Sasha's, my spider man hybrid, lore which takes place in Russia)