lovely metaphor for the next 4 years

...Can't help but think this is poetic foreshadowing.

Happy New Year!! 🎆🎇

Packing is so fucking stressful.

People have forgotten literary devices exist and can be used in other kinds of artistic expressions beyond literature and it shows.

Can we go back to not taking fiction so seriously? Also, can we go back to knowing how to consume a piece of fiction art? Thanks.

2024 really brought him back to us.

"Blondie's fuckin back"

#TheBoys

It’s past midnight. I want to go to sleep, but first I need to use the bathroom that is currently being used by my roommate who decides it’s as good time as any to take a shower…

To be fair she does look like a chicken.

Es muy parecido a Twitter así que en un momento te pones al día trasteando.

Celebrating ala Harvey Specter, sipping a Macallan 18. Cheers!

And it’s even worse when I’m supposed to be enjoying, living and experiencing and really looking forward to my birthday coming, but all I can seem to think about is how bad and useless of a person I am.

And I’ve been going to therapy for this but I feel like instead of moving forward I’m actually going backwards. As if everything that’s going on is confirming this belief that I’ve had engraved in me for a really long time.

And this is what’s happening right now. I cannot bring myself to fully enjoy the experiences I’m choosing to live while in the US because I feel those are resulting in other bad things happening. And, even if I do enjoy, then I’m left feeling emotionally drained and empty afterwards.

That has guided me and my actions for as long as I can remember and has stopped me from doing things, but also to feeling extremely guilty (and so angry and sad) when I did do things and something happened.

One of my traits is feeling guilty over anything and everything that happens in my life. Every time something bad happens, I deeply and strongly believe it’s because of something I did (for instance, someone I love may get sick and that’s on me because I bought a purse I didn’t really need).

And after only a day, back to feeling like shit because of life and my inability to deal with it.

You don’t know the half of it…

Wait, was this a clue and we all missed it?

In other news, today in class we got to know a psychiatrist who has invented a bot that offers therapeutic guidance to people 24/7 which can be dangerous and counterproductive in many ways, but the most striking thing is that she looks like Paula. And that’s a red flag on its own for me.

Look, I don’t care you weren’t here at all today until late… 1am is not the time to be making so much noise. People are trying to sleep.

It’s nearly 1am and one of my roommates can’t seem to stop rearranging her things or whatever else she’s doing and she’s being so loud I don’t expect to be able to sleep in who knows how long…

Ok, now I’m officially crying because my sister and cousin went to the show of one our fav bands from when we were younger (they’re also retiring) which we usually go together and they recorded some of the songs and sent those to me… so, clearly I’m crying while watching the videos.

Thank you for your message and love! Really appreciate it. Sending my love back at you!

I know you know the feeling and I am sorry you have to go through that as well.

Today was a bit better, but I just spoke to my parents and they asked me if I miss it there and… I had to stop me from crying so they don’t see it. But it is how it is! We cry and keep going.

Just when I thought today was going a bit better, my dad asks me during our daily call if I miss my room there… and they expect me to talk about what I miss from them without crying? 🥺

that’s specter, as in Harvey Reginald Specter

A safe place to hide from morons is a library or book store.

The Ring Nebula looks like a portal

- James Webb Space Telescope