Vibing to Incubus in a therapy day where I do more travelling than the session
This is therapy though
Remembering being a teenager on a lovely spring day feeling sleepy and content 💜
I'm a believer that if someone asks how you are that you're honest in answering. I get asked a lot on a daily basis and it's lovely 🥰
I'm doing pretty good lately but I need to win a few grand to go towards paying off 18 years of debt to be fantastic 😂
More importantly, how are you?
At night is the worst for my head
Fears around loss & abandonment means the end of a day can be terrifying for many reasons if I'm not in the right head space
I'm also afraid of the dark which is related. Basically fear of anything I can't control or predict
Proud of myself every day 💜
A day of MTG and doing a draft of Strixhaven and my friend gets the card I want for my offensive defensive deck I'm making 😂😂 it's genuinely hilarious as it happens every time! GG though!
Mimic finds packs tasty 😂
Vampiric Tutor shall be mine one day! That art is wonderful
Omg this is so cool
Omg congrats!!!
Took myself to the theater performance tonight 😊
A local amateur theatre group did a fantastic job
Sir Terry Pratchett himself attended the last one I did
It's nice to go home and just be grateful I'm alive to experience it and I could fit in the small seats
Today's cuteness overload 💜
It's been a long week
Need to remind myself to be kind and prioritise self care
Been recognising the signs of stress and anxiety trying to look for danger again
Funny how self soothing has become so important
Just take each day and as it comes and make the most of what you control 🫂💜
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Only taken 15 months to get back into Space Marines 2, but let's finish it!
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Playing Euro Struck Simulator 2 with @azrael112.bsky.social today
A goal that was met during the Partner celebrations
I don't know how to play and shouldn't be on the roads
I have to stream early for this 😠
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TODAY IS GOING TO BE CHAOTIC!!!
Jumping in with @rainbowzilla.bsky.social on stream to do a collab!
They have never played ETS before...what could go wrong???
Come hang out!!!
Look how good these are and being auctioned off for charity!
I loooove these!
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What are we doing today?
2 streams tomorrow so we chilling this afternoon!
I'm tired🥲
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Look at this awesome 3D printed poke center docking station one of my besties sent me 🥰😮💜
I love it so much!
And our Ditto Zilla sticker fits right in! 😍
Thank you!! @mxwapiti.bsky.social
I can't comprehend my scales today
I have not seen this number since 1999 or 2000
I just.. 🥹
I can't comprehend this. I just put one foot in front of the other and remind myself I am taking my life back
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Playing Windrose for the first time!
We have communit server for a month!
Gift a sub and get a dodo badge!
I'm not feeling well and my bluetooth is borked, so we're late and using speakers. Oh and I think I'm sick
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Happy Birthday! 💜🤭
This belly carries 8 scars from a gastric bypass in 2009 (Day after I turned 21) and a gastric band in 2007
Never have I been able to see my Vitiligo psyched so clearly that formed around them, making my belly quite pale on the front
It's editing learning my body with weightloss 💜
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I can't resist, I must try out Slay The Spire II!!
So much has happened this morning omg! Let's have some fuuuun!!!
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There's only one way to eat cheese strings!
We are delighted to be exhibiting our new Game Boy Color game, D*Fuzed at Debug Games Festival 2026 #DGF26 Saturday 25 April
Help DEEF strategically collect bombs, avoid hazards, and rescue your friends, in this turn based logic puzzle game
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Today has been good
Non stop productive
Good food
Good energy
Small anxiety compared to the last few weeks
Weight going down
New skirt
Good company
Restarted lower dosage on meds
Just at peace today and my head isn't screaming at me 🥹
I love sending stickers to people
Another thing I love is washi tape and thinking about what ones will match the person who I'm sending too!
I hope there's some artists at TCEU selling some good washi tapes, I've collected them from my travels!
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Our Brand new Pokopia inspired Ditto Zilla Stickers have arrived early and they're even better than I hoped!!
They're £0.65 each in our store where you can also buy sticker books, smutty bookmarks & so much more!
I can even bring orders with me to TCEU
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Playing Monster Hunter Stories 3 today!
I've never played the Stories series before! I'm excited!
Thank you so much for the key, Guillotine! #ad
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Cannot wait to be on a lower dosage of Mounjaro from Friday
I haven't felt myself with practically everything setting off anxiety and feeling like my nervous system is shot
Anyone else had this from 10mg?!
Is anyone else really excited about TCEU but also sad it's 2 days and not 3?
Showing up 2 days early and leaving a day after to make the most of it!