Sometimes it comes torrential, like churning falls, or a raucous storm. On rarer occasions it alights like evaporation; the hot remnants of a humid evening, cooling my skin. Today, it seems to come as naturally as sweat, trailing from my tired eyes.
girl who is going to be okay finished her taxes and saw that refund number
worst cramps of my LIFE god please take my pain double it and give it to MEN
Yearner in Chief reporting for duty
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in dire need of a gf who will let me send her silly selfies at 3am
ruined my impeccable makeup for taco bell #worthit
my Columbina keeps opening her eyes and it's freaking me out, like girl we get you're pretty but stop looking at me.....
on my 3rd PB&J sandwich of the night we are getting FUKKED UP IN HERE 🤤😳‼️
LMAOOOO I knew it wasn't just me
happy valentine's day 😳💕
This has been aging really well so far. If anything I like the album even more now than I did on release.
Speaking of which, I'm way behind but my top 10 fave tracks for the 2nd half of 2025 will be coming soon.
everyone has been so so nice to me lately. what's that all about, huh?
I may have messed up my statistical chances at love by dating mostly women the past 10 years... now it's so hard for me to even picture a man who could measure up... let alone find one 😭😭
the rest of the list is also mostly Red Velvet if we're being honest
this is what ovulating sounds like, in case anyone was curious. Top 10 kpop songs to get pregnant to
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having literally nothing to go off of in a situation and still massively overthinking it. My brain needs to be studied in a lab
lest yall think i fell off in the comedy department
I might write a bit more about the rest of the tracks, but these were my favorites so I think I'll leave it at that for now. Go listen to the entire Blue Valentine project, we'll see how it ages but this will go down as one of, if not my favorite, releases this year.
Reality Hurts. Just a banger thru and thru, love seeing Lily with writing credits on the group's first full English track. I already knew from the teaser this would be one of my favorite off the album, and it didn't disappoint. NMIXX once again proving their mastery over any and every genre.
Phoenix is incredibly fresh and sonically captivating, each new phrase surprising and unpredictable. This song feels like the love child of two of my other favorite tracks off Fe3O4 Forward; High Horse and Slingshot. This song will likely go down as one of my favorite this year.
The title track itself is a whirlwind of emotion; it really hits on what they were going for with the duality of pain/love, sadness/joy ascribed to the name "Blue Valentine". The pre-chorus buildup with that audio sleight-of-hand tempo buildup is so fresh and fun. We WILL be crying to this one.
I have so many words about how much I love Blue Valentine. for the 2nd time this year NMIXX dropped a unique, incredible, inspiring project that is going to be at the top of my playlist for a long time. There really isn't any artist or group anywhere doing it like they are right now.
we WILL be spinnin on it judiciously
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sick of people making unwarranted, invasive comments about my appearance like they think they fucking know me!!! it costs you nothing to mind your own gd business and shut up!!!!
i mayyyyyy have destroyed my sleep schedule past the point of no return 😮💨😭
Even after 2 wonderful weekends in a row spending time with lovely friends, I've been feeling the overwhelming urge to retreat into my anxieties and insecurities, but I'm going to fight it as best I can. Feeling very emotional about everything lately but gotta keep moving forward
--and that energy is better spent towards strengthening yourself, your circle of friends, and the people that do choose to be around you, rather than pouring your soul out into people that were never going to like you regardless. It also helps to just Log The Fuck Off every now and then 🤭
Another part of that cost is recognizing and being okay with the fact that you are not going to be the hero in everyone's story. I realized that, actually, there are some people to whom I would prefer being the villain! Trying to get everyone to like you is a frustrating, futile effort--
It helps that when I think about it, people barely know anything about my personal life anymore; I think I've recovered decently from the oversharing I've done in the past. I still stress about people making assumptions about me, but I think this is just part of the cost of being known.
i had a bit of a reality check where it became apparent just how paranoid and neurotic i've become over the past several months lmao. i'm just relieved I realized this so I can work on it. Not really sure how, but I think my recent efforts to de-escalate my online presence has helped a little.
nope nope ok great news they popped off. how could I ever have doubted!!!!!!