don’t know how I grew out of being scared of most spiders, while my fear of daddy long legs only seems to get worse. I don’t get scared easily but istg every time I see one I jump in fear

usually every week and a half to two weeks I am drowning in the depression, then have 3-10 business days of a break. but it’s been a full month since the last depression episode. I think the antidepressants are working. it’s odd to not feel miserable every waking moment.

I know I’ve not been very active, but I thought I could update that I’m doing well. I am finally repainting my living room, and that’s mostly what I’ve been working on. my burn is healed. I’ve been getting up early. I’m doing good in my brain too, which is a nice change.

forget hot girl summer, it’s gonna be cute hat summer for me (I don’t really have a choice)

I’m trying to make a sort of collage drawing, but idk how to format it because my brain doesn’t work like that. the visions in my head never turn out how I think they’ll look

I didn’t wear my glasses for over a week, and the right lens doesn’t have the correct prescription, and I think it’s really messing with me. I’m having back-to-back rough days.

my poor mom shouldn’t have to know who clavicular is, I hate the internet 😭😭😭😭

we have so many more years of dynamite diamond ring pain and suffering to experience, don’t we?

do you think the five different spray tan shades are intended on his body

wait that pun was not intended

hate to admit that mjf’s jacket is cool as hell

lunch break over. main event time I guess. kenny, you better make this worth it

who may have WHAT

I’ll never forgive her for this

I hate that I love his pants. he is my enemy. I want pants like that it’s not fair

clark conners gives me the biggest ick ew ew ew that entrance made the antidepressants leave my body

this conglomeration segment is so silly

I’ve kinda been missing kor the most so maybe I should watch this. and I wanna make fun of the dogs

I now have eternal beef with gabe kidd btw. bro acted like he’d stay in new japan forever AND HE LIEDDD

why does ospreay’s hair look like that

I can’t make fun of him, y’all like him and I fear you

when jamie hayter is on we can’t turn it off

I like this gear very much

awe kevin knight 🥹

THEY TOOK YUTA’S HAIR AND ALSO HIS PANTS?? WHY. IM HEARTBROKEN. I HATE WRESTLING

oh bandido I’ve missed you

so @chrisherofan500.bsky.social is making me watch the gauntlet and the main event to avoid spoilers. let’s see what this does to my mind

ahhh I guess I could try! I don’t wanna be annoying tho but I know that’s just the imposter syndrome talking 👹

breaks are definitely good. the wrestling break just feels so odd after all the consistent years of watching. but I also haven’t written in awhile. things come in phases I suppose

I wanna make a momo kohgo action figure for my brother! imagine a rika tatsumi monster high doll! like, c’mon! I have ideas !!!!!

it’s a bad idea if I try and get into doll customization, isn’t it? and action figure customization? I already have too many hobbies but I just cannot get this off of my mind!

what if I made you look at my art again

I wish my interest wasn’t in hibernation 😭 I miss looking at my home page and seeing everyones posts :( I think I miss my wrestlesky pals more than aew itself, which is bad 🧍 I’ll get back into it eventually, I hope…