Today, we both ended up on the floor, in a puddle of spilled coffee and flavored water.

No harm.

Just.

<sigh>

#dementia #LBD

Ahhh--thank you. Out of all the replies, this one has me actually crying laughing. It's nice to laugh cry. Rather than, you know, cry cry. So, thank you, lol.

Okay--THAT makes more sense. But since the movie tied the name to a cannibalistic product, I'm still amazed anyone would choose to use it this way. Given, most who know the movie are probably way older than their target demo...

Ad for "complete meal" product Soylent, showing a foil pak of powdered 'food" and a bottle containing a ready-to-eat meal. And, yes, the product name is spelled exactly like the dystopian 1973 movie with Charlton Heston trying to warn everyone about their meal wafers, yelling, "Soylent Green is PEOPLE!"

Movie poster from 1973 for Soylent Green. The image shows people being scooped up by riot control vehicles with large, flat plows. Charlton Heston is in the foreground running from one of the plows. Soylent Green is a meal wafer fed to the poverty-stricken masses, which turns out to be comprised of humans who have opted for state-assisted suicide or who were otherwise killed by the state.

This reminds me of Soylent. Like, did no one do a search first, or did they figure their target demo would get off on the thought of consuming "lesser" humans?

SUCH a fabulous idea. There should be one in every city.

I dunno--but FANGS!!!

Jealous

The doodles! They're killing me. I'm ded. They're so good and they're cracking me up.

Love the radiant heat effect you rendered in Spike's drawing. Excellent effort. Refrigerator worthy.

See?! This is why we *should* procrastinate! I'm a life-long last-minuter, and the one time I started something early, it got scrapped by higher ups. Just reinforced my procrastinating tendencies 🙃

Eh. Amateurs. Coulda fit SO MANY more clocks in those spaces. The real problem here is the boring lack of variety 🤭. And the gnomes.

And these astronauts are NOT helping on the leaking eyes front...

Not a moment too soon.

Oh happy day--both brain meds were filled.

Now I wait to see how long it takes for the glitchiness and the leaky eyes to go away...

OK. Here's how to eat a broccoli. Sear Spam cut into cubes. Make your fave boxed mac n cheese. While boiling the pasta add fresh or frozen broccoli to boil. Drain n stir in sauce. Add extra of whatever type of cheese you like. Mix in the seared Spam. Chow down. You won't even notice the broccoli.

8 HOURS of Purring Kittens | ASMR for Relaxation, Sleep & Comforting Cats YouTube video by ClaireCats

I just found this. Why did it take me so long?

Here, for those nights that only a purring kitten, or two, can help:

youtu.be/u5UXqm4tFSE?...

8 HOURS of Purring Kittens | ASMR for Relaxation, Sleep & Comforting Cats YouTube video by ClaireCats

OMG--there IS!!!

youtu.be/u5UXqm4tFSE?...

Sometimes the internet is still a wonder.

Yes, that helps.

Which now makes me wonder if there's a YouTube 10-hrs of purring video, like the pink noise or color of choice you can play all night.

Purring seems like it'd outstrip all the noise colors.

Anyway, thank you Hexa. You've done a huge public service.

So call the doc. Call the pharmacy.

Stress the urgency.

Until they remove whatever obstacle is causing delay.

Drug away the infernal clatter.

And free me from these feelings.

3/3

And then it's clear.

These tears coming, unbidden, for the 3rd time today, are wet reminders.

The charged red noise tells me about missed doses. It will shut up when I feed it meds.

And the tears will stop.

Numbed away. But functional.

2/3

Oh, I get it now, thanks to the electricity crackling in my head.

It's colored red, tho I don't usually see what I hear.

But it's red, & it's staticky. A walkie talkie of mental un-welfare.

Which I bat away as annoying background chatter, until it's too loud to ignore.

1/3

Oh for fucks sake--second time today my eyes are leaking! What are you doing to me, people?! They haven't leaked in SUCH a long time and now twice in a day. Dammitalltohell. Bah! Bloody hell.

I appreciate the chaotic evil of this approach. Lol

I predict I'll now be uttering "this is not my destination" about a thousand times per day around the house now just cause at least I'll get a smile from the ADHD brain.

tigger from winnie the pooh is dancing in front of a wall Alt: Tigger from Winnie the Pooh is bouncing on his springy tail and dancing in front of a wall with a happy smile on his face. His boundless energy is a challenge for poor Eeyore, who is not pictured, because he's too exhausted to move another step

Finally brought her home from rehab yesterday and Tigger is Tiggering and this Eeyore is SO tired 😭

I love this so much. You. Are. The. Spell.

Right?! And hot flashes should literally melt fat away.

And carrying around extra weight should build muscle and improve cardiovascular fitness.

We've been scammed.

Lol. Finger guns. 😅

It's way too many ⚡️ and annoying af. Like, if it gave me more brain power or helped align my chakras, it'd be worth it; but just robbing precious sleep, beyond rude.

My conversations with my plants would sound a lot more alarming:

I'm sorry but I'll probably kill you.

You have to be tough to survive with me.

Sorry about the short and tortured life you're going to have.

Etc.

Tigger is sleeping!

So, I could be sleeping! I *should* be sleeping.

But every time I start to doze off, a thousand tiny electrical pulses zap me awake.

No idea why.

Not a fan. Do not recommend.