Anyways, I just wanted to come here and yell into the void like I used to on Twitter and not be told I'm an r slur because I had a feeling. Anyways. (Not a real example but I genuinely fear tweeting honest real emotions which is MENTAL as I grew up doing just that for years just fine)
Sadly, the negatives have outweighed the positives in my brain. But I don't want that going forward. I want to shine in this world, as stupid as that sounds. I've always been a lil hopeful bean under a shroud of a negative persona but I wanna always embody it. I just have stuff holding me down.
This has overall been just a fucking awful year as well. Don't get me wrong, some bits of this year have been amazing. Getting another dog - Isla - has been tough as she was even MORE crazy as a pup than Nero but she is so lovely now. I got a job and did therapy. Other things, however, not good.
I might come back over for a while, Twitter's For You page genuinely resembles the way Facebook went when you no longer saw friends posts and it just became silly problem solving videos, ads, some weird ass cooking videos etc. I miss just seeing memes, shitposting, people moaning about sillies
Hi Bluesky, it's been a minute!!
Small black yorkiepoo being fed a biscuit shaped and decorated as a green present with a yellow and red bow
HAPPY SECOND BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST AND CUTEST, HANDSOMEST LITTLE MAN IN THE WORLD, NERO (it was yesterday but shh it's his birthday week)
*ignore my gross face* Nero has had a fresh groom, Isla is due hers in a couple of days but holy fuck, the size difference now is insane. My lil man and my big baby girl 😭
My train is cancelled, for normal reasons of course - this is a PROPER country
I had a pretty sick birthday on Friday
Today I've learned that Isla, my cockapoo puppy, does not like the rain. She is gonna be in for a culture shock bc she's been so lucky that we've not actually had as much rain this year so far
Hella early for therapy today because I had to get Gary to drop me off early so he can take Nero to the vet for me. Got two meal deals because I'm having a shit day and this sandwich is literally my fave rn
Oh boy, I do love waking up in the morning and being immediately put down and slagged about three different things lol
I put a big fuckin chip in my front tooth just after getting it fixed, I have a thing next month where I'm meeting online homies that I may never get to meet again (anytime soon at least) and I don't know if I'll be able to afford to get it fixed again before then. pls kill me.
This song is genuinely living rent free in my head every minute of the day at the moment
I am truly unenthusiastic about our five hour drive tomorrow
I just watched the first episode of Adolescence and even THAT nearly had me sobbing. Watch the next 3 episodes kill me straight off.
Brown cockapoo puppy, just her face in shot, with her mouth wide open holding a yak chew whilst her eyes are closed
When you feel like you're gonna sneeze but it just keeps you stuck there in limbo for eternity
Isla looking AMAZING after her first groom
Had some falafel and now my arse has joined the church choir
Brown cockapoo pup lying on top of owners legs whilst a black yorkiepoo curls in a ball between the legs that are rested on top of a foot rest
When you insist on sleeping next to your mum AND brother
Being awake this early in the morning is genuinely anger inducing
That doesn't surprise me. It's either that or I have super stinky feet and she LOVES stinky stuff
Brown cockapoo puppy laying on kitchen floor looking at her owner whilst her head is rested on a pair of Skechers
Isla has this thing where she loves using shoes as pillows
Isla's new fave spot in the whole house: under the sofa bed in my gaming/dog room
I have this awful recurring dream that my birthday happens and literally no one cares. No one says anything to me, in fact, I appear to be totally blanked for the whole day. My brain is wild.
God, I'm sorry this is happening to you. I hope you get your estrogen, are you able to take your prescription to another pharmacy at all? Hopefully you can get another job as soon as you get to your best friend's place. Sending you all my best ❤️
I'm glad you have somewhere to go. I feel like if you have a legal right to be in the property though, she can't just throw you out so maybe getting police or some local authorities involved may help you?
No fucking way??? Do you have anywhere you can go at all? Any family or friends you can stay with?
I did this in Canada but I tried it in the UK a few years back, I did make one pal but they ghosted me for a bit so the trust was lost there
