logging out for a couple days, probably back on friday for the fanfest keynote!

take care everyone 🤍

reminder that u dont need to be doing all of ur hobbies all the time!! they will always be there when ur ready for them 💗

thank you!! honestly in hindsight, same - i beat typhon the 2nd time i got to him! whereas it took a good few attempts to get down chronos 💀

ooh, that’s actually really good to know! i tried once before by just reporting the list and it did nothing, but didn’t email them directly. thanks for the info 😊

ugh it really sucks that we can't appeal or remove ourselves from lists :( i get that in many cases it's warranted and for safety... but sometimes it's just malicious or simply incorrect 😖

icarus calling melinoë "meli" is so cute 😭🫶

make your choice and live with it

yes, i've had a blood test within the last two months and it was all fine. my issue is definitely not related to this - but thank you for the advice!

yeah that's how i feel too. i feel so embarrassed to be unemployed. though funnily enough, i would genuinely say to you DON'T feel like a failure because you're not.. so i guess i should also take that advice for myself, huh 🤣 like you said, it's okay, and it's our own journeys!

Lucanis leaning his head on his arm over the table that has paper spread all over, he's staring at his coffee cup

Cawfee

Saw that there's gonna be another Lucanis week again this year, so that kicked my butt into gear into rendering my last year piece.

#Lucanisdellamorte #dragonage

Constellation Mage
#pixelart

#Expedition33 #Scielune

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休日のグレースさん

Saddle Up (hehe 🐴) for a VERY special edition of the Palia Palia.

We're sharing a sneak peek look at the Royal Highlands Expansion launching worldwide on May 12, featuring a massive new Adventure Zone, Mounts (!!!), and so much more. 🐎🌄

https://ow.ly/ct2450YMTb9

#Palia #PlayPalia

hey there, sunshine ☀️
#hades2 #hadesgame

melinoë and icarus in the crossroads (hades 2)

he came to the crossroads !! 🥹

#hades2

Hey man, we cool? I just noticed that when I look at you the reticle turns red.

but anyway, thank you again! for now i'm just gonna focus on some other stuff i guess (doing things that bring me joy, trying to eat and sleep well, hydrating, moving my body etc etc.) and not just "getting back to work asap" or beating myself up for my limits 🫩

i just really struggle with "slow" ig, even tho i know it's important.. but that's for me to work on in therapy. honestly i think a lot of that is simply internalised ableism that "i should be able to do this" and i need to remember that this mentality is just keeping me in that burnt out headspace

thank you for this, i'm sorry you also experience burnout this way. and don't apologise, honestly it really helps to hear this from another neurodivergent person cos it is just different.

i'm glad that you can have this gradual return and that you've realised now that this is the right way forward!

thank you sm 🫶

waaah i'm so sorry you feel the same way, it's really awful isn't it ;w; but that is very true, i do have faith it will work out in the end... and yes, all we can do is our best in the moment 🫂

tysm for your kind words (in the other reply too) - i'm rooting for us!! 🤍🤍

finished pragmata………. 🥲

anyway i've yapped enough and i don't really feel like yapping more cos all this is doing is making me feel like i'm "not trying hard enough" again

i'm going to go play hades 2 and find icarus some more 🫶

tysm 🫂🤍

thanks for your advice 🫂 and i'm sorry you're also experiencing burnout

also just a little reminder (to myself, too!) that autistic/adhd burnout is not the same as occupational burnout.

not saying either is worse than the other, they are simply different. and they cannot be treated in the same way. ‼️

and i know that now, but at the time i didnt. i really believed that doing something productive and having that purpose would lift me out of burnout but its just made it worse actually 😣 but yeah, i hope once it's all over i'll look back and still be glad i did it cos it's still a good qualification

yea i know, i'm trying to take it slow but it's also pretty hard when it may demand even just 75% of my energy but i'm running on less then 25% (for example)

i guess my biggest problem was putting too much faith(?) in the course to change everything when that has to come from me, obviously