im such a lazy bulimic i couldn’t get myself to completely puke everything like in retrospect its a good thing but ugh im also tired of keeping things down im tired of EATING

i absolutely miss going to the gym

hi

if u guys r there too we can be moots there!! i go by a different name 😥 im trying so hard to not he found by my non eedeetwt oomfs please bare with me..

hi guys im not dead i unfortunately moved to eedeetwt…

everyday i am reminded why i need to start hoarding things from my family

i tried the dried yogurt thing and its the best thing ever

i need yo make this quick

“ugh i feel gross what if i walked to walgreens (12 min walk) and purge in their bathroom….” LITERALLY RIGHT AFTER my mom tells me that she and my brother r going to walgreens…

a miracle (not really) happened…

walked 12k steps and binged on sourdough bread afterwards 😁😁😁

im drinking an iced cream flavored coffee so i think ill be alright… (for now😭)

im not craving ice cream but its probably cause i didnt see it

my mom just told me she bought 4 ice cream flavors. will i survive?

Ok i just ate my last meal amd i feel nauseous its too bad i cannot purge it since my family Just came back home 😄😄😄

lightly sweetened cassia tea… hmm… a Trillion

one half slice of thinly sliced chicken breast and 6 asparagus spears hmmm probably around 300 for sure. (again im overestimating)

overestimating my intake cause nowadays im too lazy to count and track

i wish the non tree nut kinder bars were sold here… they probably are but i wish they were more commonly in stores 😕 its always the kinder buenos with hazelnut filling I CANT EAT THAT 😢

literally its so bad even when i tell myself im going to stop purging i pop a gummy in my mouth without even realizing it 😕😕

Ok

i know laxatives dont do much (purging in general, except for excessive exercise) but im tiredddddd im tired of feeling full

save me 😁😁😁😁

a heart shaped mirror says the real flats the flounder my beloved on it ALT: a heart shaped mirror says the real flats the flounder my beloved on it

i wasnt going to take anymore laxatives for now until i saw my body from the side i look like that flounder from spongebob so i will in fact be taking a laxative (mayb two) for today.

cant wait to abuse my laxatives when i get home!!!! /s

happy birthday! enjoy your special day 😋

#savedtowatchlater

im so tired i really am im getting nowhere and its stressing meout i want to pull my hair out

i know i had my personal fuck-ups but its like i cant even get myself back on track cause i have go to parties and events i cannot fucking uninvite myself because its a family thing or some other shit and its pissing me off so fucking much i want this month over already i want to focus on myself

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