I’m no expert by any means in that community or those kinks. I’m just tired of the older male manipulates younger male and abandons him story line because I’ve lived it. I see myself in our protagonist in many ways but the one thing I will never do is eat shit when shit is on the table. I’ll starve
He abandons everything he knows, just to avoid the consequences of his actions which is having a misguided novice sub fall in love with him. Fucking the most “Masculine” part about him was being Tall and being afraid of responsibility.
In the words of our “protagonists” mother.
He is a “Cunt”.
Falling for because he is blinded by fantasy vs reality. So sorry he had the expectation that you actually give a shit and then you’re shocked that he has a breakdown. After his breakdown you then further manipulate his emotions by giving him what he wants, and then instead of being a fucking adult!
Tortures the “kid” by making his cock and recognition something to be earned. The camping scene alone. Then has the expectation to continue their “arrangement” the day of his mom’s funeral that he didn’t bother to show up for. The guy shows up on your doorstep seeking comfort from someone he’s
Pillion just pissed me off. Fuck both those characters.
Masc presenting, demanding dom top who instead of communicating the expectations of the arrangement, makes demands of an inexperienced sub who clearly has never been in a lifestyle sub situation before sets him up for falling and failing.
Been a sec blue sky, hi
Fuuuuck
Got a new manager this is my permanent schedule so he can leave early on Saturday and have Sundays and Mondays off. This isn’t sustainable and I don’t get paid enough to work 60+ hours a week. Will be working through the holiday season and quitting in February or March.
Well I applied for an apartment in Roger’s park. Here’s hoping :)
Anyone in Chicago have a room to rent?
Without hesitation
Anyone in Chicago have a room for rent or are looking for a roommate?
Took my time at the gym today still had to sit through two zoom meetings that I didn’t need to be a part of on my day off
Ooof actively looking for a new job, they sold me a high end restaurant. It’s more like a forgotten unflushed turd
Goddamn today never ends
I’m a jolly rancher (gay farmer)
Good gym day
Gotta get that side by side on here
Haven’t been posting much about weight loss considering I’ve been moving and the Chicago start has been fun but rocky, I’ve got a pretty clear path forward. March of this year I was at 285 I weighed in this morning at 243.
So 42 pounds in 7 months. Id say that’s pretty good and a healthy rate!
Bro again sick as a dog fucking how!!!
Slept for about 16 hours last night and today