i’ve been having really weird heart problems lately that get worse every day im so fucked

thank you ): hoping this feeling passes soon

i ate like a normal person today i regret it so much it hurt SO bad

weighed myself after having like 4 cups of liquids and i actually lost a bit ?? i can probably get to 99 lbs by new years now ^_^

i feel completely drained

just had soup as my last solid food meal until January ^_^

its been about a month of consistent(ish) starving and i’m slowly starting to see my bones poke out !!

have to eat some solid food today and tomorrow but i will be back to liquids only after christmas ^_^ i haven’t weighed myself since friday either so i’m terrified to check now

i had some saltines and soup today - that helped a bunch (: !!

thank you ♡ and omg don’t!! i drank a whole bottle of pedialyte this morning and it helped the hangover significantly

last night was terrible i am never drinking again

fr i always regret it lol why do I do this to myself

ahh i took about 4 drinks total :3 (i also have a problem)

yeah true, i’m gonna drink way less than I normally would to avoid blacking out ty <3

ok thank you !! I think i’ll mix it with some pedialyte then + only do like two shots. i hope it doesn’t make me puke at all

i hope so !! <3

only having liquids until Monday pls let me lose 5 lbs

i hate that cardio makes me slightly heavier the next morning

woke up 103 lbs !! -0.4 from yesterday ^_^

guys i just bought cake just so I could smell and look at it

craving pumpkin pie bad rn

having to avoid group hangouts bc they all involve going out to eat ):

i finally broke my plateau ! -0.8 lbs

i need to be 98 by the 19th. i think i can do it

im addicted to my walking pad i love burning calories !!

ok now i weigh 104.2 even after eating so im hoping the metabolism day worked and i wake up 103.5 or less tmrw <3

yes its amazing !! it’s really convenient + doesn’t take up much space at all

WALKING PAD IS FINALLY HERE I LOVE IT SM !! getting a standing desk tomorrow too ♥︎

i made sure to drink tons of electrolytes yesterday,, thank you !

thought these didn’t work but i was VERY wrong lol i guess it just took a day to kick in????