I wouldn't mind honestly, but I think I'm still very burnt out to do anything. I still try at least a few times a week to get anything down but I'm still struggling :/

in the mean time, please look through my RTs and moots, they're fantastic people and artists that deserve so much more praise and love for their passion. thank you for giving me the time of day. i still love u all despite how it might seem bc of my silence, genuinely. keep up the good work

i just hope that im able to get on disability and pay back outstanding commissions that have been on hold for an eternity atp. if i dont then idk what imma do. i cant work, physically or mentally. always in pain and always absent. ill figure something out

i still dream of a me that loves drawing and writing again, that deep dives into their creatives for hours like they used to. sometimes i feel inspired but it never lasts more than a few minutes. guess that me i dream of is coming later than sooner

can't draw them in fun scenarios, drawing them in general doesn't make me happy no matter how much i try to gaslight myself into thinking it. i get no joy out of creating. the only thing that keeps me sustained is playing games with some friends, but even then im not fully into it after a point

motivational words only carry so much weight, and as much as i appreciate them, they don't help. ive been genuinely trapped in this cycle of grief and fear since my brother passed. the pain has subsided, sure, but i noticed that since then, i don't even think about my ocs anymore-

still been trying so hard to get myself to draw and just.. nothing. i try to push myself a little, give myself breaks, not get on my own case over it, but i just can't find the passion and motivation i used to have. depression and grief are just all i feel ever i guess.

MY birthday now

today me birthday widepeepohappy

cant have shit in this sick twisted world man 😭

im a freelance artist full time now!!! commissions are always open and now that im pursuing freelance as my career, expect more coming from me in time. id like to expand my horizons of what i can provide and do for everyone :)

Layla's a bit tied down at the moment~!
My end of an Anim roughs trade with a pal <3

As soon as I posted that one drawing of her, I knew I needed to draw her again. Pretty happy with this one 🥰

Wishing the best to all bitches out there 💋

#MyArt of #myoc Morrigan (AKA Nemain) giving fellatio to Cain.

Morrigan (AKA Nemain) passionately (almost violently) riding Cain.

[OC/ rkgk]
Morrigan's mouth or hole? Which is the best way to deal with her attitude?

♡ #Morrigan ♡ #OC ♡ #GodComplex ♡ Patreon ♡ More Art ♡ My Links

An illustration of Tootle, a succubus (of wanderlust) OC, afront a simple bluish background. She has tanned skin, water buffalo-like horns (but downturned), a fat and squishy tail, and clawed fingers. She looks to the viewer with a fangy smile and sparkling red eyes, wearing a white gown decorated with floral elements and red strings which match her eyes. Those same red strings also decorate her horns, which are additionally tipped with a brassy metal. Tootle is a (yet to be introduced) NPC for Pathfinder Second Edition, and my own personal OC!

ready to go? ♪

i gotta complain somewhere where at least a few ppl get me LOL

ppl always get mad at us for 5 stacking comp and its like, sorry i got friends and a likeable personality and u dont dude lol
like its gold-plat-diamond rank we are not good at the game who gives a flying fuck. gg go next ?!
also ur a pussy if u talk shit with a private profile js

redheads are a handfull

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FINALLYYYY!! I GOT INTO TEKKO ARTIST ALLEY!!!!!!!!

Opening four commissions slots for next month!

Visi

I just like demon girls, so I couldn’t resist when I saw the ref. #lewdtail

For @cottontailvava.bsky.social

Mii gunner (again)

Opening few commission slots for March, after that they'll most likely be closed for few months. More info in the form:
forms.gle/WukjWWBUh5V5...

please donate to a trans legal defense fund or join a protest instead of just Posting

10 bucks to a legal team that can actively fight this stuff is far more impactful than making a gdq host say trans rights in a funny voice

#MyArt of Invisigal and Robert having sex while their coworkers, Flambe, Golem & Prism, theorize where they might be.

Ever wonder why Robert and Invisigal are always running late for their shifts? It's pretty obvious💜

♡ #Dispatch ♡ Patreon ♡ More Art ♡ My Links

Fang's favourite toy🙏

brothbowl - Twitch Drawing Con Slop [mic on?!]

IM STREAMING AND I CAN TALK AND IM STREAMING!

twitch.tv/brothbowl