like i haven’t been talking about my feelings bc i know it’s a burden and annoying and selfish? but sometimes i rlly just want to say something but im only known as being sad now i think so it’s just annoying af this point
glad i’m going back to therapy bc it’ll be nice to talk to someone but. i miss feeling like i belong in spaces to talk about my feelings without feeling annoying or insecure
i’m just so lonely it’s killing me
how do i cope with the fact that i basically lost all my online friends & have no one to talk to irl
also so tired of being told i need help. like yes, i know. im working on it but its not easily accessible for me anymore. i just feel so sick and tired and dont know what to do anymore
exhausted, feeling very lost at work and life sucks, ruined friendships, lonely as fuck. feeling like i’ve lost every connection with anyone ever. always on the back burner, and im a bitch.
crying at work Yay
i think people talk shit about me too. especially redneltt. yay
and i hate myself so that’s Dhbssbsn
drunk and sad bc i think everyone hates meZ. yay 🩷🩷🩷🩷
life is rlly crazy and i Hate it ?
i miss it here
YAY MY BAY BAE
wrote an extremely depressing one shot that i’m kinda scared to publish bc idk how people would react? if they would even like it? if it would be too much? idk it was just very nice for me to write. maybe i’ll keep it to myself idk
WEEEEEEEEE
mwahahahahahahahahaha
colin bridgerton has something to prove: he wants join the family business of vampire hunting. how? by going after the infamous penelope featherington, vampire of mayfair, who haunts the streets, lurks in the darkness and slays anyone in her way. unless, they plan to fall in love during their feud.
#polintake they’re the annoying couple in line who can’t keep their hands off each other. they punctuate sentences with kisses & are all over each other but their favs are: pen clinging to colin’s bicep + resting her head against it & colin wrapping his arms around her + resting his chin on her head
rt
there’s always a point in finishing your work because it’s amazing. i’m always here for you
the ptsd part likeeeeee
this but friendship pov. THIS BUT FRIENDSHIP POV.
no but that too!!
not to be a bitch but
my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder | a polin fanfiction
prologue + first chapter 🍷
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Princess Penelope Featherington wants to join the rebellion with the help of her least favourite knight, Sir Colin Bridgerton.
🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/698809...
like i don’t wanna hit publish. i don’t feel like being disappointed.
why is publishing a new fic so embarrassing
